My heart is filled tonight...

It's been a long time since i wrote anything here... But tonight is very memorable for me and I would never ever forget it. Tonight, on 12 Dec 2010... My heart is filled to the brim...

It was leader's appreciation night. We danced, sang, prayed, laughed, clapped, shouted, screamed, cried, and most of all we were very loved.

To those who have sown a seed in my life and being a part of it. THANK YOU!!! To some i have thank-ed personally, to some i have missed...

PET: For always believing in me and not forsaking me 7 years ago. For loving me the way that i am. I'm bless to have u as my leader and mentor. Your huge heart has taught me to be gracious and merciful. If it wasn't for you, I dunno where i would be today. The opportunity to serve God in a way i could never imagine myself doing. To provide a place where my dreams can come true and my talents being discovered. For teaching me the ways of the Lord. I couldn't thank you enough... the list just goes on...

Valor: For being a leader to me when u took over E13 and the friendship we had since i was 15. You taught me how to persevere through hardships and cling onto HIM no matter what. So happy that you are tying the knot soon.

Pierre: For being a leader who has taught me how to love my members, believe in my vision and hang on to my calling. You played a great part of my growth in the Lord. For teaching me how to handle my finances to playing the guitar in CG. For always seeing the good in me and believing that i have the potential to do much more... For reminding me that i will become a leader one day... For going thru the high and the low with me. I really hope to see u soon...

Tony: For raising me up as a helper, your love to pray and to teach the word made me who i am today, a cch teacher. For being a great listener and hear me speak... For blessing me when i din had much... For keeping me in mind when u were choosing ur new cg members before u became a cgl...

PAZ: For teaching me how to be happy in the Lord always... You showed me that all things are possible if you just believe. To have a greater capacity to serve him and promotion comes from him. From a ZS, you became a pastor... indeed nothing is really impossible. You're such an inspiration to me... Your carefree personality makes people feel at ease... Have always loved serving you in the zone and whenever you call, i will be ready at your service. :)

Yongfu: For integrating me into your cg... You taught me how to smile at the storm. Whatever comes my way, to see it in a positive light... You're always so encouraging and finding out how am i everytime u see me... I'll always be that little girl that grew up in church... Your wide smile will always encourage me to look on the bright side in every situation... So good to see you back serving in cch...

PKS: For being my first CGL, I always feel very loved when i'm ard you. I remember i was the youngest in the group and you make sure i'll be home safe every time i go out with the cg. You showed me what caring system is all about. You take me out for a ride when u were the Dean of SOT and u had to send food to the foreign students in the dorm. Bring me out for a good meal, even tried to bless me and not wanting me to know the envelope was from you. You taught me what it is to love without ceasing... You spoke to my parents when i get PO. You taught me how to be responsible for my own actions and got me to start serving God. You would pass by my house before your cg meeting, call my name to see if i was home even when i was not in your group anymore... You always encourage me to bring my friends when i din believe they would come... I finally did it and it's all thanks to u for believing in me...

We have come a long way and Thank you for being a part of my life. I'm eternally grateful to all of you. :)