It doesn't have to be perfect for me to LOVE!

My heart is filled tonight...

2010-12-13T01:04:00.005+08:00

It's been a long time since i wrote anything here... But tonight is very memorable for me and I would never ever forget it. Tonight, on 12 Dec 2010... My heart is filled to the brim...

It was leader's appreciation night. We danced, sang, prayed, laughed, clapped, shouted, screamed, cried, and most of all we were very loved.

To those who have sown a seed in my life and being a part of it. THANK YOU!!! To some i have thank-ed personally, to some i have missed...

PET: For always believing in me and not forsaking me 7 years ago. For loving me the way that i am. I'm bless to have u as my leader and mentor. Your huge heart has taught me to be gracious and merciful. If it wasn't for you, I dunno where i would be today. The opportunity to serve God in a way i could never imagine myself doing. To provide a place where my dreams can come true and my talents being discovered. For teaching me the ways of the Lord. I couldn't thank you enough... the list just goes on...

Valor: For being a leader to me when u took over E13 and the friendship we had since i was 15. You taught me how to persevere through hardships and cling onto HIM no matter what. So happy that you are tying the knot soon.

Pierre: For being a leader who has taught me how to love my members, believe in my vision and hang on to my calling. You played a great part of my growth in the Lord. For teaching me how to handle my finances to playing the guitar in CG. For always seeing the good in me and believing that i have the potential to do much more... For reminding me that i will become a leader one day... For going thru the high and the low with me. I really hope to see u soon...

Tony: For raising me up as a helper, your love to pray and to teach the word made me who i am today, a cch teacher. For being a great listener and hear me speak... For blessing me when i din had much... For keeping me in mind when u were choosing ur new cg members before u became a cgl...

PAZ: For teaching me how to be happy in the Lord always... You showed me that all things are possible if you just believe. To have a greater capacity to serve him and promotion comes from him. From a ZS, you became a pastor... indeed nothing is really impossible. You're such an inspiration to me... Your carefree personality makes people feel at ease... Have always loved serving you in the zone and whenever you call, i will be ready at your service. :)

Yongfu: For integrating me into your cg... You taught me how to smile at the storm. Whatever comes my way, to see it in a positive light... You're always so encouraging and finding out how am i everytime u see me... I'll always be that little girl that grew up in church... Your wide smile will always encourage me to look on the bright side in every situation... So good to see you back serving in cch...

PKS: For being my first CGL, I always feel very loved when i'm ard you. I remember i was the youngest in the group and you make sure i'll be home safe every time i go out with the cg. You showed me what caring system is all about. You take me out for a ride when u were the Dean of SOT and u had to send food to the foreign students in the dorm. Bring me out for a good meal, even tried to bless me and not wanting me to know the envelope was from you. You taught me what it is to love without ceasing... You spoke to my parents when i get PO. You taught me how to be responsible for my own actions and got me to start serving God. You would pass by my house before your cg meeting, call my name to see if i was home even when i was not in your group anymore... You always encourage me to bring my friends when i din believe they would come... I finally did it and it's all thanks to u for believing in me...

We have come a long way and Thank you for being a part of my life. I'm eternally grateful to all of you. :)

Just Stand Up..

2009-05-08T01:02:00.003+08:00

The heart is stronger then you think
It's like it can go through anything
And even when you think it can't, it finds a way
To still push on, though

Sometimes, you want to run away
Ain't got the patience for the pain
And if you don't believe
Look into your heart
The beat goes on

I'm telling you that
Things get better, through whatever
If you fall
Dust it off, don't let up

Don't you know, you can go
Be your own miracle
You need to know

Chorus:
If the mind keeps thinking
You've had enough
But, the heart keeps telling you
Don't give up

Who are we to be questioning
Wondering what is what
Don't give up, through it all
Just Stand Up

It's like we all have better days
Problems getting all up in your face
Just because you go through it
Don't mean it got to take control, no

You ain't gotta find no hiding place
Because, the heart can beat the hate
Don't wanna let your mind keep playing you
And saying you can't go on

I'm telling you that
Things get better, through whatever
Don't you know you can go
Be your own miracle
You need to know

Bridge:
You don't got to be a prisoner
In your mind (If you fall, dust it off)
You can live with your life(Yeah)
Let you heart be your guide(Yeah, yeah, yeah)

And you will know that you're good
If you trust in the good(Everything will be alright, yeah)
Light up the dark, if you follow your heart
And it will get better
Through whatever

You got it in you, find it within
You got it in now, find it within now
You got it in you, find it within
You got it in now, find it within now
You got it in you, find it within
Find it within you
Find it within

Nice song... I like the lyrics at the beginning... Very encouraged!!!

I'm the apple of Your eye...

2009-05-06T18:43:00.003+08:00

Lately... It's been an emotional roller-coaster ride for me. Kinda feeling down just yesterday... got some bad news, felt rather disappointed in myself...

But somehow today people are concern about me... dunno why??? Talking to my friends just made my day a little bit more encouraging... Esp talking to Mr S... it was quite surprising to see him online and receive his sms... it was nice chatting with u... :-)

Never really told anyone how i felt yesterday... but i guess God knows how i feel and bring people to encourage me...

Today we did practical during class... kinda scary at first... i was blind folded... haha... (not that we are playing blind mice)
We had to learn how to prophesy for our classmates... i was kinda apprehensive at first... i din dare to speak out... but eventually i took a step of faith and tried...

Then my classmate came and prophesied over me... i was very touched by wat she said to me... very blessed and encouraged...

"I'm the apple of His eye... I'm special and unique... There's a time and season for everything... My time is gonna come..."

I have loads to do now... Bible reading... Read my book and do my assignments... Argh... So little time... so much to accomplish... All the best to me...

Someone is betting on his money for me to get good results... I hope i can... U better pray hard that I finish my assignments on time lo... hahaha...

Alright... Back to work...

Thanks for popping by... :-)

Woah....ohhhhhhhh.........

2009-04-25T01:14:00.003+08:00

Right now i'm typing this with my eyes half open...

It's my 4th week in SOT... Oh God... you are my portion... my help in times of need... give me strength and good rest so that i wont fall asleep in class... hahaha

I believe this is the prayer of all my classmates to... Right guys?!!! hehehe...

But it's all GOOD... this week's class is pretty easy goin in a way becos every session was a good laughing session for all of us... We really needed that... I enjoyed Pst Aries' preaching so much... kinda miss hearing him preach... reminds me of my younger days in church... hahaha... he almost made me fall off the chair with all his jokes today... so funny...

Everyday i would cry out for more rest and more strength...

Then i led Praise for the 1st time in SOT... I felt very good abt it and was happy that the atmosphere was good and i could see the smiles on my classmate's face... It really made my day...
Comments abt is looking like a CCH svc... hahaha... I'm proud to be from CCH... Proud that i'm serving in CCH... I guess it's just the CCH DNA in us... we are just different... hahaha

But anyways... the main highlight for this week was today's cg meeting... (and not forgetting this weekend's service with Dr John Avanzini... must prepare my wallet... hahaha)

"God loves me for who i am..."
How many of us really believe in this statement... It was a thought provoking session with PET... She brought out alot of points and really made us think hard...

cg meeting ended really well... presense of God was so strong towards the end, i couldn't lift up my hands, wept... And God gave me a song... I'll just end off tonight with this...

My Portion, My Healer
My help in times of need
My Comforter, My Best Friend
You are all I need...

Levite for God always... Good night my friends...

Happy Easter!!!

2009-04-08T00:40:00.002+08:00

2nd week of SOT... Tiring... Lack of Sleep... Loads of rehearsals... Loads of teaching... Still recovering... Made alot of new frens... Catch up with some old ones...

This week is a short week cos of Easter... For me... I think i will only attend 2 days of school this week cos I have to go for rehearsals tml and then our Big Day starts on Thursday! So it's just *bam* *bam* *bam*...

Been feeling pain in my abdomen and also breathless... Maybe cos I was still coughing and recovering from flu.

Today, sang for SOT for the 1st time. It's fun... a whole new different experience... Not like CCH. But this time we're ministering to our own classmates... But it's a nice feeling... Altho i don think i sang very well today... Still have lotsa areas to improve on...

Made alot of new frens in a matter of days... But i'm really bad with names and all... So i can only remember faces very well... The more memorable ones are Wilson and Kenny... They are from America and they are hilarious! U guys make me laugh so much... I really dunno wat to say... It's fun having u guys in class...hahahaha...

Tml is gonna be a long long day... and i badly need to get my beloved sleep soon... I hope i can really do well for the next few days to be in tip top condition for the big day... Oh help me God...

Okok... My eyes are going to protest if i carry on typing this...

Lights out!

Heart warming revelation...

2009-04-05T22:29:00.003+08:00

This whole week was quite awesome... Started 1st day of school in SOT... Rehearsals... Fell ill... Recovered... Work... Quite fulfilling for the 1st week at school.

Then today my bundle of joy came running to my house...(not literally, it was hand delivered) hahaha! My new lappy... Bought a new HP Pavilion dv4. Kinda excited... So to speak, i'm typing on my new lappy right now. Feels great to have a new gadget to play around with... Still exploring the functions and tools... Still trying to figure it out...

Then i attended a memorial svc today... It was so heart warming... I led a few songs in tt svc... and the ppl's heart are united. I saw a bonded family, coming together to pay tribute to a very hospitable and loving mother. I was deeply touched by their warmth and unity. Their love for their mother is so strong... I could feel an atmosphere of love in that place. And how the father loved his wife so much... It's really admirable...

I wanna make an effort at home... Maybe have more family dinners together. Celebrate occasions together... I wanna have more together-time with my family...

Just this week i was coughing so badly... My dad heard me coughing...Immediately He made some chinese cough remedy(zi ke tang) for me. Everytime when someone at home is sick... he never fails to try and make us feel better by brewing chinese medicine for us. Thanks dad... for all the cough remedy and reminders to sleep early...I love you dad!

My brother was helping me setup my laptop when i was trying to figure it out... Altho he's not been in church for quite awhile... but he was quite supportive when i enrolled for SOT. Altho sometimes he made my blood boil, but most of the time we just laugh sitting at the couch watching some crappy show... I enjoyed the times that we laugh...

Money cannot buy alot of things... one of it is Love!

God never expects us to repay His love or blessings... It's unconditional! That's why Jesus died for us on the cross...

This week is gonna be a long week... Easter celebration... Everyone is so busy...

Tenacity... Strength... Enough rest... Breakthrough...

Gonna catch up with my bible reading... Thanks for tuning in...

Life changing experience on the way...

2009-03-30T02:43:00.002+08:00

Woohoo... I'm totally excited about SOT... It's gonna be full of crazy fun... I cant sleep now... Oh man... and it's my 1st day of school in about 6 hours!

I just got news about the sponsorship today... OMG! Makes me even more excited.. I cant believe it... The power of confession... It really came to past! PTL!

This 2 weeks is gonna be crazy... Morning Prayer meetings... Class... Work... Rehearsals... I'M NOT GONNA BE LATE! God forbids tt...

Easter is coming and i'm just so happy that it's here... I cant wait!

I'm eternally grateful!!! I cant describe it... It's just overwhelming...

I can't wait to meet my classmates... Hear Pst Phil preach again... The journey has officially begun...

Start your engines Ladies and Gentlemen! It's gonna be a super-duper-licious ride of a lifetime for all of us! Embrace yourselves...

I'm so looking forward to it...

Thanks for reading... I'm out... Gotta catch some beauty sleep...
Goodnite everyone...

Random thoughts...

2009-03-16T00:48:00.003+08:00

Yes yes... it's been so long since i've updated... my blog has more or less become a personal private blog. Feels like it's never been read for a long long time... hahaha... but i'll still update for my own viewing sake... haha... how sarcastic...

2 more weeks... and i'm gonna start SOT for real. No more games, no more backing out... Reality has finally sunk in...

People ask me "So how? U excited about goin to SOT?"

Somehow or rather i wasn't so excited at first... I was still thinking that it's gonna start at the end of the month... Lo and behold, it's mid-march. How could time past so fast...

Now getting my heart prepared... reading the word and praying more... but most importantly, i wanna prepare my mind... it's gonna be an adventure and a turning point for me. I believe it more than ever...

I think i need something like that to really spice up my walk with God and also my own life... Everything seems so normal and mediocre... Boring... I want excitement... At least i wanna be excited about the things in my life... Excited to go to SOT... blah blah blah...

I know there's more to it for me in life... but i have yet to see it and experience it for myself...

I really wonder if i'm prepared for it... i wanna believe that i am... U're never prepared until u are smack with the situation. I'll just have to seize every opportunity and make it happen... No regrets... No 2nd thoughts... I want my life to count...

This year's SOT is gonna be quite fun... thinking about the people whom i know that are goin has already got me excited... Going back to school feels great...For some of the people i'm gonna see them 7 days a week... haha...

So am i prepared enough for the challenges that are ahead of me?
I hope so...

Ok... gonna hit the stacks...

Thanks for tuning in... Have a great week ahead!!!

Grateful...

2008-12-01T03:33:00.004+08:00

The past 2 weeks was quite awesome... I was quite glad that I could attend the whole AC... due to some circumstances, I could make it for the sessions, but I was down with flu and a bad cough... I stayed at home for most of the mornings cos i was still sick. too bad i missed many good sessions...

God is just so amazing... I cant imagine how my church can pull of such an event like this. If it's not God... i really dunno wat is it... It's also the unity of the whole church that made it all possible... Every joint supply... I'm so proud to say that i'm a member of CHC. It's really my 2nd home and I really do miss church during the month of Oct and 1st 2 weeks of Nov...

Work wasn't at all successful... Let's jus say i'm not suitable for the job and i've still got a lot to learn... There are some things i need to set it right before the Lord... Some priorities and values i need to learn. I'm imperfect, but i know with God I can be a better person... Thank you PET for that talk... thank you for being consern abt my well being and future... I wanna change to be a bigger and better person on the inside... "Greater is He who is in me, than he who is in the world" ...

Been doing a lot of thinking and God is really good to me... He has always been around in times of need. I really needed wisdom to say the right words... He never failed me... I din wanna lose a fren due to my tactless speech...I'm glad it turned out well and it was all cool...

Been thinking about what i want in 2009... Here's the list:

1. Get my cert
2. Enrol into SOT
3. Earn a lot of $$$
4. Get a laptop
5. Be more spiritual and set my priorities right
6. Get in shape and in good health

In 2009, i'll be a better me... More spiritual, teachable, confident, much prettier, earn more money, more responsible, faithful, cheerful, look sharper and brighter... To be a person of great character and great personality...

Looking forward to 2009... The best has yet to come.

Christmas is coming and rehearsals are pack once again... This yr's script is quite interesting... Gear up for a great Christmas!!!

At the tip of the ice berg...

2008-11-10T12:05:00.002+08:00

Today is just another day at work... I feel like i'm at the tip of the ice-berg. Like everything is outta place and nothing seems right...

I just feel like being a kid for 1 day and not work... Haha!
there's always a kid in everyone of us... isn't it?

I just wish someone would do my GP, assignment and presentation right now... I'm stuck!
I just wish someone would just make my day...
I just wish someone would do my work in the office for today...
I just wish I can go home and sleep right now... so tired...
I just wish I could have extraordinary strength from God to get thru for the rest of the week
I just wish we could change Mondays away...
I just wish God could turn back time for me to make everything right...
I just wish I could have all the time in the world to do whatever i want...
I just wish I could have more money to buy nice things for myself and pay for SOT...
I just wish the radio could play all my favourite songs today...
I just wish God could stop the time right now...

Don't we just wish for things while we are young... but when we grow up... all this wishes just became lesser and lesser...

How i wish i could be a kid again... Haha...

Lifebook U2010 (Limited Edition)

2008-11-05T11:42:00.002+08:00

This is a Fijitsu Collaboration with Toki Doki... It's extremely cute. At first I tot this would be a great laptop that i could buy. Was quite excited to see the design. Altho the price is a little steep, i was thinking i could save up for it.

Then as i browse thru the specs, i realise it has a 5.6" screen. Man... I think i would go blind using this laptop everyday... *Sob*Sob* It's got a nice design but it's far too small for me, if i travel ard alot then maybe I could consider.

Fujitsu... Please make it on a S or L series Lifebook... I hope they will... I'm a supporter of Fujitsu... Pweety Please... (",)

Just Stand Up - Various Artists

2008-10-23T15:39:00.002+08:00

Just Stand Up - Various Artists

Great song of all time...so nice!!! All my favourite female artist are in it... Enjoy!

Take A Bow - Rihanna

2008-10-23T15:27:00.000+08:00

Take A Bow - Rihanna

Always Be My Baby - David Cook

2008-10-23T15:01:00.000+08:00

always be my baby-david cook

I Know What Boys Like - "House Bunny" Cast

2008-10-23T14:42:00.001+08:00

The House Bunny Music Video - "I Know What Boys Like" -

Recently watch this show... I tot this is nice... Enjoy!

Low by Flo Rida ft. T-Pain - Flo Rida

2008-10-23T13:20:00.000+08:00

Low by Flo Rida ft. T-Pain - Flo Rida

Love the show...

Love Song - Sara Bareilles

2008-10-23T13:11:00.000+08:00

Love Song - Sara Bareilles

Nice... Nice... Nice! How I wish I could play piano just like that! She's very talented... I like her... Haha!

Let's Make Tonight Special - Westlife

2008-10-23T12:46:00.000+08:00

Lets Make Tonight Special - Westlife

All I Have to Give - Backstreet Boys

2008-10-23T12:45:00.001+08:00

ALL HAVE TO GIVE - BACKSTREET BOYS

One more classic song from BSB

As Long As You Love Me - Backstreet Boys

2008-10-23T12:37:00.002+08:00

as long as you love me - back street boys

I'm still quite a boyband fanatic... Haha! I hear them during my Sec Sch days... I still miss their songs... Enjoy!

New start, fresh beginnings...

2008-10-14T14:42:00.003+08:00

Have started my new job for about a week now, requires me to create new things everyday. Somehow I have to restart my design engine again..."Gentlemen! Start you engines!" hahaha...
Haven been doing that for about 3 yrs? But it's all good... It's a little rusty but still getting the hang of it.

I love the positive energy in the office... Everyone's been so encouraging and helpful. Like a big family... We work together as a team... I mean there are times when people have arguements, but after awhile, everything will be back to normal again. Iron sharpens iron mah... We need people like that to grow...

Last week, I watched 20th Century boy with Gillian, Mike and Jeremy. First outing with my colleagues, it was fun... I like the show...

Had dinner with Bob and Merv during the week as well. Quite fun...

Then boss took us out for dinner on Thursday nite... St George's Rd got the best curry fish head ever. We had a total of nine dishes, there were about 10 of us. The food was awesome. We wiped out all the plates till it was sqeeky clean. It was awesomely good... Everyone shud try...

Altho work has been tiring, I still had time to serve on Sat and Sunday. Tho i miss CCH main svc on Sat... I really miss serving on Sat... Nothing beats the morning prayer meeting on Sat, feels totally recharge. But now i have to stay focus, i need to do my job and fulfill everything that needs to be done. Afterall, it's been 3-4 months since someone filled this position, so I've got alot of catching up to do.

God has been good... Everyday is a new experience. I feel so challenged to go to work every single day, motivates me to do more.

And thanks to the frens that has been encouraging me thru out the week... What would i do without ppl like u guys...

Alright! Time to get back to work now... Tata!

Happy Children's Day!!!

2008-10-04T00:23:00.004+08:00

Finally... Children's Day is over. After the many hours of practice and rehearsals... Our hardwork has paid off...

I totally enjoyed myself and really had a great time with the team.

I really loved every bit of Rone and Gigi & Pepper Zero's performances...

Rone and Gigi are a pair of entertaining clowns that does hilarious acts... The kids truly adore them to bits... Everytime when they come, they still do the same act, but the kids are never bored of it. It still cracks them up...

Pepper Zero on the other hand... entertains the crowd at the expense of his LIFE. Yes! You heard it right... He goes all out to entertain his audience... First he does a couple of simple tricks... Then he takes out 3 apples to juggle... In the midst of juggling, he bites off the apple one at a time and it goes on faster and faster until his mouth is full. It came to a point whn his mouth is full and he's still stuffing apples to his mouth... I laughed till i got stitches... This is not all... Then he took out a rubber glove, and stretch it... Then he placed the glove over his head and over his nose... He carried on by blowing up the glove using his nose... And it got bigger and bigger... Every time he blows up the glove, my heart skip a beat... It was part scary and funny at the same time cos he was playing with his life... Then the glove burst in his face...

Led for the Wednesday session... It was great... Presense of God was there... I'm totally amaze at what God can do.

We had a svc at Expo last Saturday, what a great experience, I am totally grateful to be able to minister to the children at Expo. To see so many of them at Expo worshipping God was very surreal to me, never did i imagine that i could set foot on the expo stage to minister to thousands of souls. There was really a great sense of achievement and i really felt that I have stepped into my destiny! God really use ordinary people like us to do great things for him... Dreams do come thru... it's not a De javu!!! I am extremely in awe... God is my dream-maker.

It's really a privilege to serve in this manner... I never would have imagined I could do so much for CCH. I really thank God and Pastor for the opportunity... Awesome!!!

A round of applause to those that made it happen please... Woohoo!!!

We went to Ri-Pen Chun (a.k.a Japanese Village in chinese) after Wednesday's svc to celebrate our success.

Then it was off to lead for a wedding... It wasn't the best planned one, but the place was nice. There were a few gliches here are there in the midst of the ceremony, but hey! there's no perfection in anything, even in weddings... But i'm glad i had great company for the whole episode. Thanks to Jo, Hui Ling, Javius and Weisheng for entertaining each other while waiting for everything to start. What a cranky day we had... hahaha!!! Conclusion is, we were all super duperly tired after a long day of hard work... I'm glad we made it thru the last sprint...

I smack straight on my bed when i got home... haha!!!
Yeah... what a day it was... Happy Children's Day and Selamat Hari Raya... hahahaha...

" When I Grow Up" - Pussycat Dolls

2008-08-28T11:06:00.002+08:00

When I Grow Up - The Pussycat Dolls

Launching their album on the 23 Sept 2008... "Doll Domination". I love them to bits... They are so kewl...

Supermodel for 1 Day...

2008-08-26T12:44:00.008+08:00

Some photos from the recent photoshoot that we had... Thanks Gab for taking the initiative to make us look so good... Appreciate your hard work... Presenting these photos for the 1st time...

I'm no supermodel....But I like this shot...

And this one...

The J7 Family...

We are no supermodels... But thanks for giving us one day of experience...

Counting down... 10...9...8...7...6...5...4...3...2...1...

2008-08-26T09:26:00.004+08:00

I'm counting down my days till I put extensions... It's been 3 years since i had long hair... I miss them dearly... Can't wait to do it. Children's day is coming... and it's the BIGGEST BIG DAY of the year for CCH. Wanna make it bigger and better. J7's performance is gonna be bigger and better too...

We're in the midst of sourcing for songs... It's not easy tho... So if anyone of you has a great song, please let us know k. Every year we crack our heads to find a good song for the performance. Likewise, this year is no exception.

We are also in the season of writing songs... I hope i can write one or 2 songs this time round. Let the creative force arise in us...

Been going for vocal lessons for the past few weeks. I do see some improvement every week. Every single thing that Yuxuan has thot me, I try to put it into good use. Have to remind myself constantly to use the right technique, but I like her lessons, she make it very interesting. Every lesson i'll learn new things and discover new things about my voice. It's an exciting journey...

I wanna fulfill my dreams one at a time...

Fruitfulness and Gratefulness....

2008-08-20T15:47:00.007+08:00

Oh My Goodness... It's been 449 days since i've last blogged on this page. I think Adam's family has already moved in... hehe... I tot i better start blogging something now cos I realise that there are people who still tag my blog on their blogs...

So I've decided to change the blogskin as well. At least it's more readable... Haha...

Recently I've been watching loads of Ou Xiang Ju... I cant even keep track already...

Been busy with a lot of stuff in CCH and work... Special has officially been put up at the Jubilee Hall and the response was amazingly good. I'm speechless. Bravo to the kids who spent so many nights rehearsing with us. You guys did so well...

Rehearsals, rehearsals and more to come... Children's day is coming... Then comes Asia Conference and then Christmas. It's gonna be busy busy busy... but i like it.

Not forgetting, June and Brandon's wedding as well. Can't wait till the day arrives... "You go girl!"

Reality time Check...

2007-05-28T00:58:00.000+08:00

Once in awhile... we all need a reality time check. Are we on schedule? On the right track? It's really not about doin the right things... but believing in what you do.

In a few more days... the massive Emerge Conference is ready to explode in Asia! Whether you are ready or not, it's gonna be bigger, better and super exciting! So i suggest we all better pray up and be prepared if not it'll just pass you by like any other event...

It's the time of the year that the youths in Asia get charge up for campus revival... Tonnes of activities will be goin on and loads of happening details. But you gotta be there to figure it out yourself. Words alone cant describe the experience. Be provoked... I mean be very spiritually provoked! hehe...

This year once again I'm up for POS (Parade of School) which is a cheerleading competition against different school cluster and we have a blog design competition for each cluster. Please feel free to vote for our blog (SIM/SMU blog voting). You can also view the SIM/SMU blog.

Had heaps of fun practicing for POS this year but unfortunately i have been sick this 2 weeks. The flu bug has been causing much trouble ever since the rainy season is gone, but i'm sure i'll be up and running before Emerge happens... hehe!

So let's gear up for a fun and exciting time this few days before the big day comes! Keep it up guys! I'm so proud of SIM/SMU cluster! ;-) Wee....

10 things to tell if a girl has no affection for you!

2007-03-28T11:35:00.000+08:00

Just tot of writing this... Seems quite funny! If this happens to you... then next time be sure before you hit on a girl again. *Hiakz*

Here goes...
10 things to tell if a girl has no affection for you!
1. When you call her, she doesn't pick up your calls... PERIOD!
2. When you SMS/MSN her, she doesn't reply and says she didn't receive it.
3. When you tell her something funny, she doesn't laugh at your jokes. (Maybe you just don't have a sense of humour...Opps! :P)
4. When you talk to her, she doesn't bother to look at u.
5. When she talks abt another guy infront of you.
6. When you confess your feelings to her... She treats it as a joke(It's a great escape for you guys if you run into this situation, she's helping not to embarass you)
7. When you give her a miss call, she doesn't bother to call you back.
8. She treats you like a buddy more than any other guy in the gang.
9. When she starts avoiding you when she knows u like her.
10. When she ask you to buzz off PERIOD! (This is more than sufficient to know tt she doesn't like you)

And if you still don't get the hint... Well tts jus sad cos you are not tt smart to know. Haha...

Be smart guys... Ladies are not hard to please. Just have to be more observant n sensitive to know what she needs.
Sometimes it takes a girl time to like someone... Months, Years... Go easy and slow... You'll find the right girl. Pushing your limits will only scare her off...

Exactly 4 months...

2007-02-12T17:15:00.000+08:00

Hey hey hey..
I'm back once again..from a long holiday..hahaha! Just like my heading..Yes! Exactly 4 months man..

So what did i do this 4 months:
1. Finish my event
2. Work at some cosmetic company
3. Had a short holiday with my friends
4. Turn a year older
5. Landed myself back at IDA working, but this gonna stay time longer.

Short cos i wanna cut the crap and get to the point... hehehe!

Now i've entered into the scary thing called...Adulthood!!! Landed myself in a job that is somewhat interesting! I'm quite previledge to be here and do whatever crap that i need to.

I'm basically jus passing my time cos i can't really start work today. I've got no email, no access to other files, read up notes... so just try and find something to do.In other words...Look busy even if u don't have anything to do.

So if you are reading this... Pls help me by giving me suggestions on what we can do when we are bored at work/school?

I wanna compile and put it in one column of my blog and everyone who is bored at work can read this and get inspired! Muahahaha... So please hurry and send me your suggestions!Put your wildest imagination to work! Heeheehee...

Now i'm sooo sleepy... not forgetting, there's lesson tonite... *Faint* OMG! I need to stay awake man...Ok... Maybe just a short power nap to help me get thru the rest of the evening!

Cya folks... And Thanks for reading! Love Ya!

My past 4 months.

2006-10-13T16:36:00.000+08:00

INNOVATIONATION! (Singapore's Infocomm story)

Have been busy with this exhibition for the past few months. Now we are in the midst of it and we are 2 more days before this exhibition closes and mark the 25 years of Singapore's Infocomm story.
Somehow i feel a great sense of relieve that it's over.
The planning and the whole process is priceless. I'm just here everyday to make sure things are running well and making sure the visitors are taken care of. It's been a great journey for me with IDA. An organisation which i would remember for the rest of my life. Which also marks my last 2 weeks with them till my contract finish. Glad to have dfferent contacts and making new friends thru this few months. Sometimes i feel tired working for long hours, gotten boss around to do stuff and doing a sorts of stuff, but i felt that it was time well spent.

At least i'm a little bit more smarter, more Tech-savvy, much wiser, not being pushed around. Muahaha...

Tonite marks my 6th day working at Expo. Am i tired? Of course... Extremely tired from the past few days and i still have to go back to work on monday while everyone is on leave. Haiz... Ok lah... jus go home sleep well and endure a few more weeks. Working life is not that hard if you ask me. You just have to make sure you do ur job and not screw up.

But if you ask me... have i seen screw ups... of course! I've seen people screw up so many times until i lose track of it... Hehe!

Yeah i'll stop scrutinizing people already.

I really wanna thank God for so many things... some of which i don even remember.
From my work, to my school, to my friends, to my colleagues, to my classmates... etc. I'm totally grateful.

I miss meeting up with so many of my frens. Oh well... i'll be done pretty soon.

Anyway time to get back to work again.

Regina - Being happy is a choice! And i love it!

Making smart and better decisions!

2006-08-20T00:50:00.000+08:00

I just came back not long ago from dinner at Bedok 85 with my CG members. Quite an awesome time today... Service ended pretty late today cos we have a super duper intellectual speaker in the house! And i totally dig his sermons... he's really one of my favourite preachers thru'out my church history. I had a great time in CCH too... CCH Svc was awesome... *smile* My Saturdays are always filled with LOTSA excitement! i wouldn't wanna be at anywhere else on a Saturday but to serve God.

The amazing thing is that he touched on stuff that we already knew... but the interesting thing is... he went in depth, so much so that we went like... YEAH!... OHHHH!!!...i know it sounds a little airhead to say this but its true... hehe... and he's really good... to me he's like an encyclopedia/a huge dictionary... hehe!

Ok ok... let me recap some stuff from the service today...

the cause and effect theory

Cause ----- Effect ----- Cause ----- Effect ----- Cause

With every cause, there is an effect...
Most of the time we blame the immediate cause without even knowing the beginning of the orginal cause of the problem.
For all u know the effect u are experiencing is the effect from an earlier cause which is part of a long chain of Cause and Effects!
It is or may be a long term effect.

Choice ----- Cause ----- Effect ----- Effect

The choices we make contributes to the whole cycle of cause and effect. And so, we must learn how to make better decisions.

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Ohhhh... there are so many things i wanna write... but quite tired for today... i'll continue again soon...

I'm loving the Word more and more... it makes me wonder what will i be doin if i'm in church??? hehe... i really cant answer this question... Maybe an athlete/working somewhere? Anyway... i'm jus glad that i'm in the house of God... serving in a ministry... something which i wont regret at the end of the day!

You are my shepherd, My loving Father!

I LOVE YOU JESUS! (",)

Reggie's Monday!

2006-07-24T18:40:00.001+08:00

Oh Man! I'm still at work... i guess the only time i could really complete my work is after working hours. When the phone stops ringing and the meetings ended for the day. The price for having this job... do OT lo! But i dont dread goin to work everyday, it's interesting! I enjoy my time here with my colleagues, some of them are happening bunch... lotsa activities during the weekends... i hope to join them when i can... ;-)

Yeah! J7 is gonna perform like in another 2 weeks to be exact. Most likely it will be our last performance together till Veroy and Javius ORD! It's been fun and exciting working with the 2 of u! Such talents are not gone to waste...Gonna miss the late nite rehearsals that we have, hang outs and outings! We should do something together before the 2 of u get enlisted.

There's gonna be rehearsal tonite... So little time, so much to accomplish within this 2 weeks but God has always been good to us. We always get short notices but yet God came thru for us. I'm really looking forward to National Day... We are shock but yet excited abt the performances. Most likely we'll do 3??? Cos we heard Mr Tan said that we shud be doin 3... Let's see wat Ms Toh has to say and she'll update us soon! Hehe!

What an Adventurous journey with You!
What Exciting exploits we shall couquer!
What mighty Victory we shall attain!
All...With YOU!

Woah... today so in the mood to write eh! Hmm... maybe cos i'll have to start learning how to write a substancial amount of Good English... Inspired by so many ppl ard me. To speak well and write scripts! Upgrade! Upgrade! It's time for my brain Pentium 4 to upgrade. Hehe! It's not enuf jus to stay at Pentium 4... Even Mac has G5 and iBook Pro already! Man! they are fast with coming out with new stuff... always want ppl to buy their new stuff... I'm jus waiting for the day when Mac incorporate Windows in their systems...Woah! Then the other Computer distributors will be in trouble! I hope Mac will do something like tt! Hehehehehiak! So evil..

Alright! Reggie gotta go practice... arms and legs aching but still, i still have to go!

Cya folks!

Monday Madness!

2006-07-24T18:40:00.000+08:00

World Cup!

2006-07-10T10:22:00.000+08:00

Wow... This morning's match was amazing!!! I din exactly watched the whole match... When i woke up, it was the 2nd half... both Italy and France were really good with their strategies and skills! What a way for Zidane to end his career by getting a red card out of the match and miss the penalty shoot out. Guess he must be really furious abt it... he din even collect his medal! Oh well.. he'll be remembered by a lot of things! Hopefully for the good ones...

It's been my 4th day at work... so far still quite ok! big organization... still getting to know the ppl ard my dept, all gers in fact... hopefully we'll all get a chance to work with each other real soon... I pray hard tt the politics here are minimal ones, or in fact none! hehe... i guess my responsibilities will start to kick in really soon...
when we get everything confirm from the management, we'll have more to do! (",)
I'm glad i'm doin something related to wat i'm studying... God really answered my prayers!

Pst Robb Thompson preached on Sat's service, he's really very inspiring, tho half the time i'm busy copying down notes, he hit on a lot of impt points. Abt altering our life and not letting the devil control it... he will not plan for ur destruction, but he will plan ur distractions! and it's very true that most of the time we are distracted by things ard us, too caught up with finishing so many things and we lost track of our priority!

Focus on finishing one task at a time and u'll move a step closer to wat u want to achieve. So many times we wanna do 101 things at one go, but we only got a pair of hands and legs, we're not like spiders lah! hahaha...

But i've decided that there are some things i need to let go, some stuff that i've got no control off but i choose to trust God. Cos i know He will direct my path...i guess when u reach a certain age, u'll know tt there are things u jus cant hold onto anymore... it's pointless too! I'm so glad tt i can still serve God every week in CCH and in CG. Our primary calling is to know HIM more and i make it a point to fulfill that everyday...

Finally we had our own CG yesterday... Have been combining for so long.. it's time we have it on our own... It was bad, but not fantastic as well. Felt that most of the members are very uncomfortable... Which i think it was good that we came out of our comfort zone. It's not a very nice feeling to feel uncomfortable, but i'm sure hope it'll help my members to grow even more.

Hurray!!! It's monday!

I'm back!

2006-07-07T11:53:00.000+08:00

New blogskin! How? How?... Nice or not???

Now in the office! My new office! haha.. no longer in that communist world! at least now i can serve the web and chat on msn!

Anyway, my new nest is at IDA! Corporate Marketing and Communications Dept! Sounds cool eh... i'm involve in some huge event this coming October!

Will post more when i have time! I'm gonna get a laptop here... Lotsa privilege and all! will update more in awhile... Cya!

The long journey of friendship...

2006-02-12T02:30:00.000+08:00

It's been a long time since i write again...OK! some updates.. i've been working... working hard for a lot of things... In this new year... i wanna be more independant... to support myself! to have an independant life... it's good to be responsible for my own life... i think it's abt time i do so... As the youngest in the family, they will always be worried for u, think u always need help for everything...This year i wan a breakthru in this area... to do it on my own, of course not forgetting i have a Great Big God that will support me and help me all the way! It's time to grow up to a new level of maturity...No more thinking abt Me, Myself and I.

It sort of dawn on me today abt the frens tt i know... Ppl tt truly knows me... only a few! if u ask me do i have frens? do i consider those tt knows my name, say 'hi and 'bye'... if i consider them, i'll have a lot frens then. it's sad to say that after all these years of goin thru thick and thin... they are barely jus acquaintances to me.... well, i'm not gonna care abt them. it's no use when all u could ever think abt is urself! suit urself if u wanna be self-centered! the next time u call... i would really think twice before i consider anything.

To those that truly care abt me... Thank You for being honest... sometimes it's not abt making the person feel good all the time, but to tell the truth. how can u ever grow when u don know the truth abt urself? there are things we cant tell but we need the help of others to tell us where we went wrong... enuf abt being frustrated.

Have been very tired lately... Been accessing my responsibilities in cch and cg.. i'm glad i'm doin more... but it also means i need to balance my life, learn to manage my time properly and learn how to say 'no'. i have been praying abt it but i'm still not getting an answer... where is God calling me to go? where is he leading me? i really wanna know... i've been keeping this in my heart for the longest time. it's time i get an answer from God soon... i dunno how long i can sustain, to carry on living this life every week. i really thank God for His grace every week... leading me and helping me to grow. but it's time i re-evaluate my life... is this where i wanna go? God has been so faithful... everyday is really a new beginning with Him, a new adventure. Wow... it's jus amazing.. i can never express all this in words... it's jus so overwhelming...

Sometimes u wish u can share this with ur frens... but there's only a few who will listen to u. there's so many ppl i wanna share with but they are always so caught up with their own situations. u wish they can be on the same level with u and know wat's it like serving God too... but it's jus not the same. they use to be on the same level with you, years gone by... they are still there at where they've started and somehow u've moved on. u would wanna carry them with u... but it's jus not that simple.

Angela - Thanks for the friendship and i'll always be there for u.
June - Thanks for opening up to explore this friendship with me. I'm so glad that our paths has once again crossed each other's.
mingli - u're still a close fren to me... somehow we've come to a deeper understanding that no amount of words can fill up that space. we still connect with each other.
Lynnette - tho u are so far away... but at least we have MSN to communicate. i really love to share with u.
J7 - I love you guys... Altho we may have flaws but our love covers all our weaknesses. let's grow to know each other deeper and deeper.
Ah maur - an elder sister to me. always watching over me...
Yaoma, Pst and BP - thanks for being great mentors...
To all my guy frens.. Thanks for being gentlemen in my life... to fulfill the call of manhood... hahaha!

God - Thanks for being my comforter and fren... ever so faithful and true in my life. there's nothing in this world that can be compared to your unconditional love. I love You Jesus!

Regina Charrise - You're my best Fren!

2006-01-18T22:02:00.000+08:00

I love my new hair! *smile*

2006-01-18T22:01:00.000+08:00

Cheers!

Long awaited....

2006-01-13T01:33:00.000+08:00

Been long since i last posted something...

The end of last yr was great... alot of things have changed in my life!

hanging onto my faith and move on
seeing you may not have any effect on me again
i'm living the life i shud

each step i take is closer to God
Closer than i would ever imagine
i love hanging out with them
but i gotta move

quit living in disappointments
quit meeting meaningless timeline
quit dwelling on the past

i'm driving on
my gears and oil all check
putting on the speed to drive
life is never the same
when i'm sitting in God's car

an adventure i would go
an amazing dream i will fulfill
an amazing call i will answer
a wonderful life it would make!

Just some thoughts for today... a lil bit different from wat i would write... maybe a change in perspective! hmm..i wonder!
Oh yes.. i think i might found the guy in my life... not sure if he's the one... but i hope we'll know each other better! *smile*

Regina Charrise - Living each day like i shud!

Hurray!

2005-12-29T02:10:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas!

Happie New Year!

And

Happie Birthday to ME!

2005-12-28T19:09:00.000+08:00

Does this look like it's taken from the studio...Hehe! Thanks for taking great pictures Alan!

Annual trip...

2005-11-18T04:30:00.000+08:00

It's my annual trip again to Thailand! Hahaha... shopping! it's like using up all my shopping energy all at one go... Gonna buy lotsa stuff lo... shopping list pack like mad... cant wait! Ya! will be away till 23rd...Anything can still call me or msg me... i'm still contactable! i Got auto-roam... Muahaha...

So cya peeps when i come back! Take care and don be notti! hehe... Will miss all of u... especially... hahaha u know who u are!!! (",)

Pray for me too... Love Ya! I'll be back... *hugs*

Regina Charrise - I'll miss u for sure! hehe...

Caution!!! This is gonna be long!

2005-10-26T03:15:00.000+08:00

Since i haven been posting for the past few weeks! I think i better write something if not this page will stink... (",)

Some updates abt mi life... I've decided to pursue a Mass Comm Dip after struggling at NAFA! Lotsa thinking, praying and talking were made this past few months and i thot it would be better this way! Felt the peace when i prayed abt it... I still love to do design, but not as much as before! but i'll still continue to create stuff and all to keep this passion goin! Been happy ever since i made the decision! Freelance job will still be part of my port-folio...

So children's day was over and it was a great success... lotsa kids came and got save and all! J7, jae, adrian and june was awesome... we made it and did well! love u all! it was my 1st time leading Praise for big day too... it was awesome! God took authority over the whole place and atmosphere...it felt so good after that! I'm forever grateful to HIM! everything tt i am is given by him... I'm truly thankful! *Smiles* Oh yeah... and there was thanks giving party! Yes yes! as all might have known... J7 girls got the "Fei Fei"(Fat fat in chinese)Award... and we all won! haha.. how hilarious! but it was fun...
i remember tt nite had to rush from xiaowei's house, then to Thanksgiving dinner, then back to xiaowei's house... from party to party! but xiaowei's Bday party was huge... really huge celebration... loved it all!

Been rather close to my members lately... which i haven been... maybe cos all the rehearsals and stuff are over so i got more time with them. besides most of them are on holiday... so it's kinda cool tt some of us can hang out together! love them to bits... they are a cool bunch of adorable members! hope we can go sentosa soon... i'm dying to get a tan... i wanna look healthy again! ahaha...

So rite now having holidays... Yup! so i'm working again... working part time at the settlers cafe! it's a boardgame cafe@holland V... i like the place, quite cosy and fun! get to play games tt i've never seen before. started to work last sunday... it was quite awesome! manage to do my job well... kinda fun! feel free to pop by the cafe for some relaxation and fun... it's not a bad place to chill out with ur frens!
Gonna start tuition with Mike and Marcus again this coming holidays... they are a bunch of adorable kids! i love their company... tho they always procrastinate! but i love to teach them... i hope they do well for their exams!

have been getting to know a few ppl recently... it's quite an experience tho! to know more frens.. godly frens of course... widden my social cicle! it's so fun... somehow i'm a lil bit ecstatic abt it... hehehe... i must be crazy...

but recently i'm much more cheerful and happy... maybe cos my burden is being lifted up! tts why i can be so ecstatic...

I'm Goin thailand in nov again.. jus like last yr!
oh yes... i might be goin for a business retreat at e end of nov... goin with church... which i'm quite excited abt it...we're goin there to help the business group with the kids...kinda like goin for mission trip! i really hope i can go... wanna get a taste of wat mission trip is like! woohoo...

but most of all... i need to be very diligent, faithful and discipline abt alot of things! in my spiritual life, my work, my personal life and my room... ahh... my room is a nightmare...hehehe! which i have to clean up b4 i go for Thailand trip and business retreat!

i think i've write alot for tonite... so many things to write all in one nite! wah sey... soli ah... u have to read such a long post! hehehe...jus hope that more happy things will happen to me... Thank U Jesus! (",)

Regina Charrise - Desire->Decision->Discipline->Delight

Don't short change the children!

2005-09-25T01:39:00.000+08:00

Argh... so irritating! this blog skin cannot read chinese words... Joyce! need ur help... see if u can help me change the blogskin to read chinese characters!

here i tot i can share the song with everyone... but well cannot see chinese words leh! oh well...

Something i learnt last sunday! don risk a cch svc at anytime, cos we are short changing the children BIG TIME! they come to church once a week and they are here to experience God! wasnt satisfied with the P&W... felt that it can be better! i know that creative ppl can be discipline and sharp! don't sing or play for the sake of doin it! the kids know...

Let's Sing!

2005-09-23T13:31:00.000+08:00

Songs by 张惠妹 Cheung, A-Mei

解脱

爱是不夜城　回忆像星辰
热泪越沸腾　我越感觉有点冷
变了心的人　越想越伤人
枯坐到清晨　阳光替房间开了灯

想　若结局一样　又何苦再想
伤　若让人成长　我为什么怕分手的伤

解脱　是肯承认这是个错　我不应该还不放手
你有自由走　我有自由好好过

解脱　是懂擦干泪看以后　找个新方向往前走
这世界辽阔　我总会实现一个梦

心里有一种渴望勇敢的念头　不要爱我的人再担心我

Open Yous Eyes

Open your eyes Just say goodbye
这个夜晚是应该哭个痛快
相遇不算太晚　相爱不算太短
现在正好适合离开

Open your eyes and say goodbye
只是不懂怎么还笑得出来
承诺已经不再　叹息无可计算
再不离开泪就要泛滥

每一种决定都像肝肠寸断
每一种选择都是心有不甘
过了今晚你要开始学着勇敢
不可知的未来　你要自己承担

每一种决定都像肝肠寸断
每一种选择都是心有不甘
诚实并不代表容许背叛
这样的爱　只是错误的示范

Wahwee...

2005-09-09T01:09:00.000+08:00

One word to say... i'm jus tired! really tired... from so many things... i need a new source of strength again! it's from God... i'm not being flaky, but it's true! As i have more responsibilities... i cant rely on myself anymore! i cant depend on my own abilities. i could only sustain for a lil while... and i wish to have the strength to last till the end of the race...

things might change one month from now... i dunno yet! it seems like a great challenge... i hope it will work out and i can do a good job!

thinking of colouring my hair... but dunno wat to colour leh! hmm... many suggested red or purple! i'm still contemplating between this 2 colours... wat shall it be??? hmm... don wanna do normal colours.. kinda boring... let's wait and see...

oh yah... today had evangelistic combine zone meeting! it was very good, many got save! i got to sing too... God really knows my inner desire! i wanted to ask if i could sing,but i din... then surprisingly ally ask me to sing! wat an honour and previledge to sing for Him... (",) members brought frens... they enjoyed themselves too!

then after fellowshipping with members... when down to meet with the gang... it's been awhile since we met up! it was good... also met up with someone to tok abt business, hope it'll come to pass! then it'll be another source of income... woo! it was a fruitful day!

actually saw my mom JP when i was abt to leave to meet the gang, she had to eat alone cos dad's working late... then when i was out she smsed me and told me she jus bot strawberries for me... yesterday she got me a few new outfits and we ate at billy bombers! only when daddy's not ard then we getta have fun and shop... hehee! nevertheless she loves me.. haha and i love her very much too! gonna spend more time with her... dad's working late again tml so gonna have dinner with her! i love quality time like this! dont u?

k lah... sleepy oledi! later...

Regina Charrise -

Corrinne May

2005-08-28T05:29:00.000+08:00

Title: Fly Away

"When will you be home?" she asks
as we watch the planes take off
We both know we have no clear answer to where my dreams may lead
She's watched me as i crawled and stumbled
As a child, she was my world
And now to let me go, I know she bleeds
and yet she says to me

You can fly so high
Keep your gaze upon the sky
I'll be prayin every step along the way
Even though it breaks my heart to know we'll be so far apart
I love you too much to make you stay
Baby fly away

Autumn leaves fell into spring time and
SIlver-painted hair
Daddy called one evening saying
"We need you. Please come back"
When I saw her laying in her bed
Fragile as a child
Pale just like an angel taking flight
I held her as I cried

You can fly so high
Keep your gaze upon the sky
I'll be prayin every step along the way
Even though it breaks my heart to know we'll be so far apart
I love you too much to make you stay
Baby fly away
ohh...
I love you too much to make you stay
Baby fly away

Nice song... Touching lyrics! Heard tt this song has a story behind it... i think it's about her granny!
Every song has a story behind it! Do u agree?
I personally think that she writes great songs... such meaningful lyrics! hope to see her sing live someday...

What am i to do? Somehow i lost it... i must be used to it! isit good or bad? i dunno...puzzled... is there something goin on? let's wait and see... certainly time will tell... hearing so many things! confused, don see anything coming! i hope things will stay the same...pure and innocent! unless He speaks, if not i will stay!

2005-08-20T03:03:00.000+08:00

Kinda anxious for GM... she's still in the hospital! i thot she was doin better... until i receive a call jus now... heard she's scheduled for an operation... din hear much good news from my cousin... i'm at a lost for words too! i really hope everything will go well... i miss her smile! i miss the cheerful side of her... i hope God hears my prayers and heal her soon! i don wanna see her in pain...

Regina Charrise - When can i see u smile again?

Rainy day!!! (",)

2005-08-12T03:50:00.000+08:00

It's raining cats and dogs outside... wonder how isit like to MIA and jus ignore all calls for one day! the fact is... i cant do tt! somehow i jus don have tt ability to ignore my phone calls! it's a natural reaction! i may miss ur call but i'll sure return it... how i wish i could do it for one day... but i know i cant! dunno how some ppl can do it for so many days! hehe...

heard this nice songs on tv... gonna post the lyrics up! very nice and meaningful! don get me wrong... i'm not in those kinda lovey dovey mood k... i jus like the song! it touches a soft spot in my heart.. dunno why! it has nice melody! don't u agree with me? hear it for urself! (",)

曲名：很想你歌手：张智成专辑：Listen To Me

你在那里这些年来如意不如意
还快乐还单纯还美丽时光如何对你

我在这里人海中一座岛屿
很平静风平浪静
只除了深夜里回忆会疯狂来袭

我很想你你知道吗
如果可以就让我再见你
美好微笑清澈眼睛
好确定那场分离只毀了我一个而已

我很想你听见了吗 woo...
这是唯一我无解的困境
那些过去不肯过去
不管我后来遇见多少人
只能叹息都不是你

我在那里你会不会偶尔好奇
有没有曾经怀疑
我说我会忘记只是种好意都不是你我只想爱你

曲名：我还能爱谁歌手：许志安专辑：我还能爱谁

睡梦中的人不了解我的累我也不原谅你的美
它让我体会这个世界真的有十全十美却无所谓后悔
会妥协的人不明白我自卑就像我不容许我气馁
我真的以为要感动最完美的玫瑰如果要奉献我眼泪
除了你谁都不能给见过你的美我还能爱谁
我一路的追意冷却不心灰我的世界走不出你背影的范围
没有你会面目全非我还能爱谁放弃其它玫瑰
这是一种愚蠢的智慧困在只有你的堡垒享受讨好你的滋味

Regina Charrise - Dont get me wrong... i'm only in love with... Jesus! ahahaha... :P

Don't be deceive...

2005-08-12T02:31:00.000+08:00

Yah... by wat! the covers... i seriously don get it! not exactly wat i expected tt person to be... and i thank God! i gotta know tt person's true colours every single step of the way... i thank God for true frens... i'm sad not for myself, but for tt person. goin around deceiving his frens abt the truth... ultimately who will lose out! it's gonna be U! go ahead and deceive everyone, but u're only goin to deceive urself rite! well some ppl jus don wanna own up to their own mistakes... cummon! no one is perfect... who wont make mistakes...Is Ego more impt than integrity and character??
We only got one life to live! so treasure wat u have now... PTL! for good frens around...

how do i get a person to snap out of a situation? it kinda bothers me cos my gf is dwelling on it for so long... i hope she makes a decision soon and a wise one! it's eating her up and it's affecting the ppl ard her too... i think a person shud move on from any other problems... i know it's not easy but u can try. keep urself busy and do other stuff... keep ur mind busy all the time... don think abt it...

Today i sort of left even w/o giving tuition! my tuition kid din do wat he was suppose to do and i din wanna waste time! so i left! don wanna waste his mother's money! but i din scold him... made him understand the importance of having tuition! i hope he learnt his lesson today! tml gonna go his place again for tuition... let's hope he really learn!

on a happy note... i think superstar idols are not too bad. especially weicong and derrick. i like their voice. haven got a chance to listen to the rest of the contestants yet! no time to watch tv lah. been so busy recently... gonna be even more busy when rehearsals start to kick in. so if i don answer ur call or msg u... it's cos i'm busy!
sch... projects... tuitions... rehearsals... keeping myself busy is a good thing! keeps me on the ball...

and YES! watch Charlie and the Chocolate Factory! it was good... i love fairytales... it was enjoyable to see fantasies in a movie! of course i know it wont happen in real life! but i sure would wanna taste Willy Wonka's chocolate bar... sounds so nice!
Tired! gonna catch some sleep...Till then...

Regina Charrise - We all gotta move on in life! No use dwelling on the past!

I wish...

2005-08-04T15:54:00.000+08:00

to teleport out of this place...
to leave everything behind...
to start all over again...
to turn back time and go back to my teenage years...
to erase all the trouble away...
to raise more money...
to erase bad memories...
to have more time...
to be more diligent and hard working... somehow it's not enuf
to be me...

it's driving me..... *Piak*Faintz*

Amazing weekend!

2005-07-27T01:03:00.001+08:00

Had an awesome weekend... so many things happened! had been so blesses last sat... led the kids to sing a new song! it's nice... i think the kids loved it too! i felt a breakthru last weekend while singing in CCH... felt a sense of joy and gratitude towards God! while i see the kids give... it was jus amazing... they gave with all their hearts! tt sight was so touching... it speaks alot to me abt how we shud give like the children. without hesitation... they gave! the innocent look on their face and the pure heart within them jus simply moved God's heart!

there's this lil boy, think he's name is matthew! he gave away a huge piggy bank, he was holding onto it so tightly tt he din wanna let go. and when he did, he turn back and take a last look before he left the box... wat a sight! i'm loving it... every sat.. serving God and the kids... wow they are so adorable!

i thank God for more job opportunities... having more assignments and stuff! think teaching is not very hard... kinda excited abt it too! gonna step into the teaching world... maybe shud get some tips from jo... ehehehe!

today jus got notice that i'm gonna have more assignments to teach... it's good to have more. i need the income too... hope to get more...

i think ever since BF... i'm having more job opportunities... i thank God for every opportunity to make money! after all... we gotta to work with out own hands ya!

Hmm i think i can become a shampoo ger... hahaha will tok abt today's experience in my next post...

BTW...Jus got a great idea of losing weight... Eat SUBWAY!!! Hey it really works k... i've seen real life example... so i'm gonna give it a try too! Will let u know of the results!

Regina Charrise - Rom 11:29 For the gifts and the calling of God are irrevocable.

2005-07-20T01:18:00.000+08:00

To think tt i've already passed last week... this week was a more grueling week! things started off quite well... but then i was hit by yet another blow! really felt so lost... ain't got an idea wat to do... where to go!! cant i jus have some peace???

it came to a point when i had to leave home and think abt stuff... not tt i don wanna go home but i jus need some time alone! certainly felt better after letting it all out... i'm tired of things and tired of talking abt it! i was hurt real badly but i choose to forgive... i hate childishness so i guess it's better to face it with a mature attitude! too many things happened at one go... i still find it hard to swallow all this down... to accept them the way they are is the only way! i still respect them... but it has come to a point where i have my limit to tolerate nonsense... i'm still a human after all... (so pls don gimme tt look like u've have not experience anything like this b4) :P Hee...

Thanks to those who have listened to my crap! Emotionally i'm still not as stable... but i'll be fine! HAHA! Shopping might be a great help... jus call me out k!

Regina Charrise - I love YOU with all my heart! I trust You!

What can i say... I'm lost for words!

2005-07-17T01:13:00.000+08:00

Wat a week i must say... to be so troubled by so many stuff! Feel like jus escaping away from this planet for a lil while. there are so many things tt i jus cant put into words how i feel! No one is there to listen... Even my closest frens are so busy! kinda disappointed! guess ppl are jus too busy with their own stuff... i don wanna explode when i reach my limit! i feel like a time bomb now... anytime i can explode! School, family, frens...tts more than enuf to be troubled with! i wish i had less...

guess it's jus tt i had a not so fantastic week... and the last i need is to get cold shoulders from frens! i really don need this rite now... Ever felt tt the whole world came down on u in one day... Tts how i feel rite now! like alot of things came at one time... u know wat i mean?? Don worry i'm ok...

There are still good things tt happen...for 1 week i had to find a huge amount of $$ to pay for sch. Thank God i found a benefactor... i'm truly blessed! i owe her big time... then again God is jus so Good... this week is building fund weekend... i'm moved to give! tho the amt was changed a couple of times, at least it felt good! i know tt amt has touched God's heart and mine...

Regina - Dunno wat to say! I'm amazed by YOU!

2005-07-13T03:02:00.000+08:00

Just started sch term this week... was given a super cool time table! classmates are ppl tt i know... on the whole it was alrite! jus tt was a lil bit tired... felt sleepy most of the time! best of all... the sch have decided to shorten our sch term... so it means projects are lesser too! hurray!
hehe played x-box again... was fun! guess it's getting easier and easier... shall go there more often!

hmm... had dinner with joyce jus now... it was nice! jus the 2 of us at a jap restaurant! the food was good... fellowship was awesome! my first time hanging out with her today... we chat about everything! i really salute her for the way she serve God... and her work is jus hectic! i din know photo editing can be so stressful! i'm gonna learn how to do photo editing from her soon... make it every weel... wanna upgrade my skills! learn from the pro!

also went to my sec sch classmates house last nite... her dad jus pass away! was quite sad when i saw her.. she almost cried infront of us! but she's a strong ger... she'll hang on! well in life, it's so unpredictable sometimes! u never know someone might jus leave u tomorrow! so cherish the people around u... don regret!

And YES! I'm looking for a JOB... hope to find one soon! hope to get freelance assignments... if u have any pls call me! Thanks!

Regina - Living my life to the fullest!

2005-07-07T15:00:00.000+08:00

Rom 11:29 For the gifts and the calling of God are irrevocable.

Meeting with Pst Tan on tuesday was awesome. Jams, Dialect and CCH all came together as one... It was a time where all ministries under Pst Eileen came together and got ministered by God. Adrian and veroy led Praise and June led Worship... think all of us were very nervous... i myself also din know wat i was doin... hahaha! But it was fun and exciting... presence of God was in the place.

Nothing can describe that kinda feeling... The word was revelation to all of us. Presense of God was so strong... could feel the intensity in the whole audi.
We are to give to the poor, speak up for them and help them. What we are doin may not be seen by alot of people but God sees it! God appreciates...and i love the children in CCH... i've begin to cultivate that kinda love for the children, i jus love to see them every week! Serving God has become a lifestyle for me... it's part of my life now! God has given us indescribable gifts... no one can take tt away from us...

Regina Charrise - I love Saturdays!

2005-07-05T03:32:00.000+08:00

i'm jus disappointed today... maybe i shudn't take friendship so seriously from now on???

almost din wanna go home after i visit kenny today! din wanna bother him so i tried to call my other frens. somehow no one answered my call! finally ler, CM and alvin came to my rescue... was feeling kinda bad tt i almost wanted to cry! Thanks guys... u did me a very big favour today!

so they came and we went for supper... felt thousand times better after eating cos i din really eat anything for the whole day! tired of being the one who listens all the time...

Anyway tml i'm gonna meet ler again... hope we'll have fun tml!

Regina Charrise - Tml will be a better day! Looking forward to serve again...

Woohoo...

2005-07-01T03:42:00.000+08:00

I'm gonna end my holidays real soon... it's a bit of bitter sweet kinda feeling! one part of me feels like playing somemore but the other part of me feels like goin to school! hmm... am i contradicting or wat? isn't it ironic... don't you think? haha...

hmm... have been thinking about settling down and finding a guy soon! but it jus kinda spark me... i'm kinda ok abt it! no hurry wat... still young! haha... no lah.. i still have time! think quite a few ppl asked and the answer i would give them is..i'll keep my options open and look ard more b4 i settle for one! i always think tt goin out on dates is ok! like trying out lo... dunno if i'm rite abt this! but i think it's ok to go on dates even tho you're not together... watever it is! i'll wait for God's timing... i'm jus relaxed abt it! and enjoying my singlehood life... ahahaha! :P

BS on wed was good...met up with Jinhui to go down together, we went to play x-box b4 tt...hahaha i think i like it, maybe not so good yet but i will learn how to master it! (",) was being transfered to Heart of God, for watever reason! i think it's better cos i can go there after my sch... it's nearer and i'll end earlier! i think it is a very nice place... a lil cold tho but still it was great! made me understand the word a lil more...
Then after met up with alex, jo and ler... had dinner with them. anyway alex is goin abroad to study! wish him all the best in Auzzie! (",)

i think when school starts... there will be some things that i will not do so often... late nites and supper outings! as i'm taking up more things... i wont have much time for other stuff! need to be balanced! thinking of how i can still meet up with my frens and still have time for God, have time for ministry and have time to do assignments! i love to serve God but i need to strike a balance also! i don wanna be like Martha and serve God blindly... i have lost too much things already, and i don wish that i will lose anymore things again! i mean if God wants me to then i will but for the time being i wanna be wise... not to let anything distract me... Pressure u ask me? hmm nope... i'm quite relaxed for now! i thank God that He sees the potential in me... he knows that i can do much more, i wish i'm like Batman, but the fact is i'm not! i'll have to plan b4 hand and be more organise abt it! and i badly need discipline... cos i'm not perfect! i jus wanna be after God's heart! i don care where i will go... wat i will do! it doesn't matter! i dunno why but i guess i've become like tt over the years! i jus wanna stay in church and serve God lo... cos i know i'll reach my ultimate calling. i dunno when.. but i know i'll get there! it jus takes time!

Oh yeah... i'm kinda excited rite now! cos i've jus wrote a new song! it's a worship song... kinda liked it... and Jianhe helped me with the chords... Abt one week ago i was asked to write one for the CG... think it's gonna happen tml! gonna finish up the chords chart and present it to my leader tml!

Well at least i've done something fruitful so far... and i'm thankful for everything that i've done for this holiday! May and June have been awesome...
i cant wait for Saturday to arrive! i'll be serving God again... come to think of it... i'm jus excited! (",)haha!

Regina Charrise - We ought to be thankful in everything! (",)

2005-06-28T02:37:00.000+08:00

Been recovering from my cough... finally! been at it for weeks... Thank God i'm healed! Bye bye cough... hahaha!

Gonna start school in 2 weeks! Happy abt it... cos i'm one step closer to my graduation! haha... kinda funny but it's true in some sense! wasn't happy abt my results cos i have to retake some subjects! Argh... gonna do well in Yr 2!!!

Last week was a lil bit of bitter sweet for me... started off well... but ended off a lil rough! went for makeup cg which i wanted to attend for my own cg so badly, but the msg wasnt past to me so i had to miss it! then i was kinda paranoid cos i was having difficulty sleeping every nite cos of my cough, and it sort of affected my body to function properly! but this are not very important... wat's more important is wat i really did accomplish... so i'm still glad tt good things did happen!

On Sat... had discipleship with Pst... she ask us to write down 12 things if wat God would think abt us... haha! i was stuck at first but i manage to come out with the list! it mad me a lil more confident abt who i am in God...

On sunday had to rush from places... went to church... headed to kallang to help the kids out with dance! then went back to church for choir prac! had a great tok with Sis Bel... missed her! hehe... well she ask me to help out more in the choir! which i'm still considering cos i've still got another decision to make! now i'm really at the crossroads... Hmm! i really hope God can really speak to me this few days!

Gonna spend my time wisely this few days... wanna be fruitful! might do something different this week! hmm... still pending whether shud i do it or not! maybe it'll be fun...hahaha! and i'm Gonna clean up my Junk Yard!!! i mean my room lah... hahaha! haven had the time... gonna start tml since i'm free! Hope this week will end off in a high note! Cant wait...

Regina Charrise - Loving him everyday!

Loving Him!

2005-06-28T00:37:00.000+08:00

Song:一比一
Artist:范玮琪 Fan, Fan

La~ 两颗心同步爱 La~ 你和我分不开
什么都还没说但我想的你都说中了
当你感到寂寞你第一个想到我
有太多快乐慢动作重播每天默契更多
我爱你难得你也选择我同样爱那么多

我爱你一天一天更确定一步一步靠近
一点一滴一比一爱
像罗马一天一天建立一点一滴一比一
爱不累意就像呼吸
想你就是必需你的明天我不缺席 Yeah
爱是一步一步在累积同步爱

La 两颗心同步爱 La 你和我分不开
谢谢你懂得我可能比我了解的更多
若亲爱的你感到难过答应陪你到最后
有太多快乐慢动作重播每天默契更多
我爱你难得你也选择我同样爱那么多

我爱你一天一天更确定一步一步
靠近一点一滴一比一爱
像罗马一天一天建立一点一滴一比一爱
不经意就像呼吸想(爱)你就是必需
你的明天我不缺席! Yeah 爱是一步一步在累积
爱是一点一滴溥晰甜蜜一点一滴慢慢满溢
爱是一步一步累积同步爱

Regina Charrise - Loving Jesus More Every Day! 我爱你一天一天更确定一步一步靠近一点一滴一比一爱

New Look... New me! ;)

2005-06-24T02:16:00.000+08:00

Last nite went for BS... it was good.. was kinda distracted cos of my cough but i think after awhile it was ok... then aft i went to watch Batman! Wow... totally loved it! one of my favourite action heroes... and i found out tt Batman's super power is money! he uses his wealth to change the society! i like the graphics too... very professional! made Gotham City look so nice... even tho it's all fictional, the movie jus made it more real to me! it's true tt when u have money, u can influence the ppl ard u too! my favourite character is still Alfred! it has always been Alfred! constantly showering Bruce with love and saving his life! he seem to be the fatherly figure in the show... so nice!

Today marks my last lesson wit Amanda! i hope she benefit from the class... and i hope it'll make her feel better! it'll be good if she wants to extend lessons with me... not because of the $$ but it's the things tt i wanna teach her! she's quite an amazing ger...

Then after my lessons... spent a few hours at the salon doin my hair and manicure! kinda like it ah... like the cut... haha! ler accompanied me thru-out the whole thing, Thanks ger! then someone pop by while i'm in the midst of my haircut! haha... nice of him to pop by! anyway he stay ard tt area...
Haha... i din disclose it to angela! but i can tell u ger... my hair looks fine! wont make u disown me one! hahahaa...she kept screaming at me over the phone when i tell her i wanna do something to my hair! but i think she's over-reacting a lil ah! relak ah... u'll see it soon! think i really know how to pamper myself sia!

the most exciting part of the day would be watching Initial D... Woo... Nice! The mandarin version of Too Fast Too Furious... The show was awesome... there's no other words i could use to describe the show! simply irresistable... i'm not there for the actors... i meant the cars! i tot it would have been a flop... but NO!!! it was not... afterall...Good company ( Jo, YC, CM, Ler and the lil ger), nice show and good food! wat more could i ask for! it was a fine day!

Regina Charrise - Draw me, O draw me away! (",) Time to get cracking!

She thought me to LOVE!

2005-06-23T03:41:00.000+08:00

U know God can be so amazing.. He can bring insignificant ppl into ur life to do a great work in you!

I've been so blessed this 2 weeks! i haven really shared abt wat happen... so here goes!

Last week i was working at a trade show for 4 days... had a really great time there. all we need to do is to show the traders our new phone. tts all... no need to do hard sell! jus plain talking and smiling! job was purely all abt fun... we get to walk ard, tok, smile and make new frens! colleagues was nice ppl... we had lunch provided everyday so we don have to go and line up outside where thousands of ppl will line up for lunch! too bad this fair is only for traders.. if not i'd get my frens to come. they have all the cool gadgets that will be launching soon in the market... i was totally blown away by the new tecnologies coming up!
made a new fren... she stays near my place and she drives to work everyday! thank God for her so tt i don have to wake up so early every morning to take the train... i get to sleep in her car while she drives! (",) and everyday after work... someone will drive us to the MRT so tt we don have to squeeze with the thousands of delegates and exhibitors goin home! apart from tt... we don have to wear skimpy outfits. some of the big companies employ models to dress skimpy outfits and walk ard giving out pamplets! phew! well... i'm jus blessed tt i'm paid to have fun over there! then our boss brought us to kallang for seafood! how sweet can this job end by treating us with a scrumptious meal... hopefully next yr when this fair happens again... we'll get paid job with fun installed for us! dunno who will i meet this time... hehehe!

then on friday... i went to teach for a class at bishan! good ridance i don have to teach them anymore! think my agent got sick of the management, she decided that we shudn't work with them anymore! i'm not there jus so that they can push me ard! PTL! i was waiting for her to say tt... think they are getting on my nerves too! but i think some of the students liked my teaching so i hope to hear them calling my agent soon!

then i was down with flu... my throat and hearing was quite affected too! but now i'm almost 100% to recovery oledi! finally i can sing once more... i miss having my voice! i was joking with my frens tt i donated my voice cos i couldn't donate my blood the other time! haha... i hope i'll recover from my cough... cos i haven been sleeping well this past few days. all that coughing gave me a hard time to sleep at nite! its like i'm having asthma attack! kinda horrendous... almost did it again when i had BS jus now... felt so weak... my whole body trembled! din even have appetite today! kian said i looked pale but i din take his words into consideration! thank God for Jo... sat beside her during BS and she had some mint sweets.. tt helped alot! if not fr her... i would have coughed my lungs out! think i'm seeing a doc tml!

this week i'm teaching a 16 yr old ger... she made me realise alot of things! she thought me how to love ppl again! and i really love her cos she's jus so simple and innocent! she might not be perfect but she's jus so pure at heart! while i was teaching her... somehow she need alot of my attention and assurance! i've learnt how to show her wat's love! i'm really glad to have her as a student... and i love my job! it makes it so fun to teach!

Regina Charrise - I like to teach the world to sing, In perfect Harmony! (",)

Rehearsal!

2005-06-11T03:22:00.000+08:00

Emerge just ended... still recovering from flu and sore throat.

Gave lessons today...

Rehearsals tml... Svc... CCH!

Sunday... Performance, dumpling festival...

Regina - i badly need to sleep...

You're amazing!

2005-06-09T15:32:00.000+08:00

He's my comfort, my strength!
My fren and companion!
Everything tt i've experience for this 2 days is jus so amazing! no words can decribe this experience... it's something between me and God! All i can say is... Thank You for wat You've done in my life! The destiny that You've place in our hands will never be taken away by anyone!

"No longer do i live by my own!"

MengenalMU in English...

2005-06-09T13:45:00.000+08:00

Bila kubuka mataku (When I open my eyes)
Dan lihat wajahMu (And look at Your face)
ku terkagum (I am amazed)

Bila kulihat hidupku (When I look at my life)
dan semua karyaMu (And all Your creation)
ku tersanjung (I am amazed)

Kar'na semua yang baik (Because all good things)
dalam hidupku (In my life)
itulah karyaMu (They are Your creation)
Kau b'ri k'sempatan yang baru (You give a new chance)

Dan ku ingin mengenalMu, Tuhan (And I want to know You, God)
Lebih dalam dari s'mua yang kukenal (Deeper than all that i have known)
Tiada kasih yang melebihiMu (There is no greater love than Yours)
Kuada untuk menjadi penyembahMu (I am here to be Your worshipper)

Awesome God!

2005-06-09T02:09:00.001+08:00

Youth conference was awesome! Both nights was awesome... tml will be even better! Talent time was awesome... everyone did way beyond wat they have rehearsed! it's definitely better than the past 2 yrs! the contestants were awesome and i think ben did a great job with their costume and make up! Ben the Diva make up artist! haha... he always make ppl look so good! whoever wins tml... i think they are already winners! cos they did their best and definitely gave God their best... i hope my frens will win! but it's a tough choice cos i know some of them, so i told them i'll support all of em'! hehe... (",)

YES!!! SIM/SMU won word power... hahaha my cluster! so proud of my cluster! they were losing out at 1st... but they caught up at the last round and it was so exciting! one of the guy could actually code verses from the bible like a machine gun... hahaha! he's so good!

then aft tt it's the x-box challenge! felt as if i was watching world cup finals in church audi... super exciting! where on earth will u have such a big screen to play computer games! i wish i had the chance! it's so fun... the crowd was cheering like any football fans would do! din watch the preaching finals but i heard the final 3 will preach infront of us... hahaha! so scary! but it's definitely something i'm looking forward to! it's been a lot for 2 days... tml will be the last day! it's gonna b even more exciting!

After all... Emerge conference is just a boost of encouragement to all of us! but are we just hyped up by the excitement or are we excited for Jesus? hmm...tts something we shud think abt at the end of the day! church has never been the same since i stepped in until now...have we lost the fire and passion to serve? kairos timing! there's still lots more to do till "THE DAY" comes!!

Just learn a new indonesian song... it's so good! Loved it and i was so inspired by the meaning of it! Here it is... till i get the translation, this is the indo-version! By some famous worship leader in indo called Sidney! Even tho i don remember the exact meaning... one thing abt the last line of the chorus: i was made to worship You!
One thing i remembered of course.. is the presence of God! even tho i dunno the song... but the anointing and the presence was so strong! it's a beautiful song!

MengenalMU

Bila kubuka mataku
Dan lihat wajah-Mu
Kuterkagum

Bila kulihat hidupku
Dan karya tangan-Mu
Kutersanjung

(Pre-Chorus)
Kar'na semua yang baik
Dalam hidupku
Itulah karya-Mu
Kau b'ri k'sempatan yang baru

(Chorus)
Dan kuingin
Mengenal-Mu Tuhan
Lebih dalam dari s'mua
Yang kukenal
Tiada kasih yang melebihi-Mu
Ku ada untuk menjadi
Penyembah-Mu

Regina Charrise - Are u transformed today or are u just excited for awhile?

Old pal!

2005-06-01T02:34:00.000+08:00

About a week ago... i received a msg from friendster! i had a new fren request... and it was none other than my old time fren Yana! It's been so many years since i last saw her! she's still the same! so i din realise anything different about her... thought she's still working and all.

Until i receive her testimonial... then i found out! She's MARRIED??? and that's not all... she's a MOTHER already! i was shocked...to know that she's happily married and she had a beautiful baby gerl! but of course i'm happy for her... she'd always been wanting to get married while she's young! so her dreams came thru... My first sec sch pal who got married! wonder who's next in our batch??? gonna meet up with her soon... got lotsa catching up to do!

Come to think of it... i'm still studying lo! but it's ok... wat's the hurry anyway! my dreams are on the way... it's in the process! haha...

i hope she's happy and leading a good life! think she's enjoying her life at home... no need to work! cant wait for our lil gathering! shud be very exciting!!! hehehe... (",)

Regina Charrise - When old frens meet again!

My Teacher and Mentor!

2005-05-31T02:52:00.000+08:00

It'a always a joy to talk to Sis Bel! Most of the time i'll speak to her in person... but now she's in NYC, so i'll see her on MSN!

Was talking to her jus now.. it's good to talk to her! she's very encouraging and very loving... always an inspiration to me! She always inspire me to become a better singer... and to love God even more! She's like a mentor to me... a teacher! But once i've let her down... and i was so sorry about it!
Now i'm not! cos i've grown to take up responsibilities and strive to do better for the kingdom of God. Cos i've learnt how to rely on God and not seek for man's approval! I'm glad i'm doin more for CG and CCH! afterall promotion comes from God and i'm very grateful to HIM! He's full of mercy and grace! He's my ultimate TEACHER and MENTOR!

"many times my heart may fail but i know tt God is the strength of my heart!"

I'm now happily serving in Children's church, choir and CG. Every week is jus another week of adventure with God. He takes me to places which i've never gone to... things which i've never done b4! He's jus so awesome and amazing! I hope to do more and be more stretched...

Regina Charrise - Thank You! For the promises YOU made...

Thank You! For the promises YOU made! Part 2...

2005-05-29T22:45:00.000+08:00

Yes yes...i thought something was missing for my previous post!

I forgot to thank Mr Kenny Tan... who's lying at home in bed rite now! He jus had a knee operation and he's still recovering from it!
Aiyo... how forgetful can i get rite?! Sorry my fren... but rest assured u're not forgotten! Thanks for being so understanding... i know there's alot of things u do know but u don wanna say cos u're afraid of hurting other people's feelings! it's good to be wise... at least u're a loyal fren! someone whom i can trust my secrets with... thanks for being there to listen! actually u're really smart in ur own ways... jus tt i've never realise! hehe... Love ya!

Thanks for being a great fren! we're waiting for u to recover... then can go for supper! Yay! hahahaha... silly me! must get well soon k! we miss ur company!

Nette!!! Thanks for the piggy... it's very cute ah! cant stop playing with it... hehehe! i feel like a kid playing with it lo... it's jus so irresistable!
Thanks for being a faithful reader...it's really great to have u ard! Love ya!

Regina Charrise - Still deciding!

Thank You! For the promises YOU made!

2005-05-26T18:17:00.000+08:00

Mood: Grateful
Song: Listen with your heart (Casey Donovan)

Haven been blogging lately cos i think blogging is no longer fun anymore! anyway no one really reads my blog.. so i'm jus writing this for my own benefit and to those who reads this blog!

yup having holidays now... hope to find more jobs soon! lotsa saving up to do...

This years Emerge will be one heck of exciting time!!! din really have time to prepare for Preaching... my team mate had an asthma attack before the dat of extreme adventure, so we pulled out! So i din really join any of the events! finally this year my school is under a cluster... hahaha! it's time they do something about it! a few of my frens got into the finals for talent time this year... it's amazing! surprising that all those who got in for the solo catergory are ppl tt i know... whoever wins i'll still be happie for them! it's a tough fight between the 5 of them!

And Yes! the new AMI is Carrie Underwood! Toally love her to bits... she did a tremendous showcase of her talent yesterday! before yesterday i was all out for Bo, but after yesterday i think Carrie set the stakes up high! she's jus so amazing! i could see now why she's the winner!

Last Saturday marks a very impt day for me... PTL! it was an honour and a pleasure serving the Lord and i'll always remember 21/05/05. "Thank You for the promises YOU made!"

My title also goes out to my frens... those who always stick by me! To anyone who has given me a promise and those who have fulfilled it! Thank You! Whether u fulfilled it or not it's up to you as a fren to do it... but for me, it's like a hope to me that i'll always believe in the people that i cherish and love! You guys made me realise alot of things!

Especially Angela n Joanne... thanks for sticking by me! i may not say much at times but i really appreciate u gers for being such awesome girlfrens! Lup Ya! hehe...
To TF, Ler, XH, YC and CM... it's a joy to have u in my life! Thank you!
To Xiaowei, Mingli, Samuel and Joseph... U guys are lifetime buddies to me! Sam... supper at Newton and Holland V again? hehe...
To my J7 peeps and CCH singers... Drey, Ling, Mad, James, Albert, Veroy, June, Adrian and of course Pastor. Thanks for being such morale support to me in the ministry! Thanks for the encouragements too!
To my leader and members... you are my inspiration! You're wat that keeps me goin on... Love You!
JianHe... thanks for being a faithful listener and encourager!
And of course to my No #1 FAN of all... hahaha! Lynette! Love ya to bits too... u're jus so adorable! I saw u jumping last saturday! i always know that whenever i'm on stage, i'm sure u'll cheer me on! Let's serve and love God even more ya!!!
Thank you guys again for being around... i don normally say much when we go out cos when i see you things jus sort of dissolve! so i'll jus write it here and hope u guys will see it if u do read my blog! (",) To those i din mention... u're much appreciate by me! Love Ya all!

Got an important decision to make soon! Come what may... but i'm gonna wait and see! afterall it might change my future! Got lotsa talking and consideration to do...

Regina Charrise - Forever grateful!

Emerge 2005!

2005-05-03T00:17:00.000+08:00

Emerge this year is gonna be a one of a kind... something that we've done in the past 2 years! There's more stuff installed for us this coming June! Cant wait for it to really begin...

As usual, my cgl asked us to join some of the events! some of it are actually quite fun... there's one Winning-11 challenge and the finalist will get a show down at the big screen in our main auditorium... how exciting can tt be! sounds so exciting rite! yeah i cant wait... i wish i know how to play, but too bad i cant! hope my members will go to the finals!
my cgl put me down for word power preaching and extreme adventure! i'm so excited! just wanna enjoy myself! winning is not everything... enjoying is more impt!

Glad to see my members so excited and on fire for God. They've grown so much and i really love them! they are such awesome ppl to be ard with... haven had the chance to really hang out with them cos i'm always so busy on saturday! hope to fellowship with them more often! wanna do more for the cg... gonna make more effort!

Sometimes there's no need to explain what u do or what u say! Is it so important for people to know every single thing! ah yung told me : "one thing i've learnt in life is that you can explain yourself to a certain point but after that you just have to accept who you are and say whatever u know is right, don't have to make apologies or try to please everyone." i think it's so true when he made this statement! Thanks Yung!

Having a headache for the whole day...cant really do anything! gonna rest now!

Regina Charrise - Misunderstood!

Haha... no one in particular

2005-04-30T03:42:00.000+08:00

Haha... Some people are just so funny! Would a msg online mean alot of things? i certainly hope not... We're living in a world where everyone jus like to assume! Watsup with that? Don't let misunderstanding get in the way of your friendship, it's certainly not worth it! i totally don understand wat some people are thinking... i really don! one minute they don bother about you, the other minute they wanna meet u and treat u like best buds!!! beats me? there's no on in particular... but jus feel tt this has been happening for quite some time... don get me wrong... not trying to demean anyone!

Haha... happen to a fren of mine! maybe some ppl are trying too hard! hmm do u think so? Haha... it's very embarassing if someone interprets the msg wrongly.

CG was awesome... Great msg preached today! Something which we all know but we fail to do it somehow! Hey we're not perfect but we can try to do good! And yes i shud... haven been a good lately...

In a few hours time i'll be in church. I'm so happy, another day to meet him again and know him better today... Could he be the one??? Hmm... dunno?! Of course he's not the reason tt i'm there... I've got lots more to do than to meet him! :P

Regina Charrise - Letting me out!

Peanut Butter and Chocolate!

2005-04-26T00:28:00.000+08:00

Did i mention that i'm so in love... Hahaha!!!
I'm in love with peanut butter and chocolate.. the new Oreo cookies! it's really good, but not too much of it! got a sudden crave for it...
i shud say tt eating keeps me happy! my members are complaining tt i've not been eating... they say i've lost weight! hmm... maybe they only see me once in awhile!

Wanna keep in shape too... jianhe ask me if i wanna join marathon this year? so why not? Haven been running for awhile... maybe can get joyce too! need to build on my stamina... getting short of breath these days! Am i getting old??? i hope not... well it's a good way of keeping in shape and stay healthy! gotta keep up with the kids in children's church... they are too hyper!! hahaha...

Last saturday's children's church was great... getting the hang of leading the kids to sing! altho i only had a drummer and a guitarist.. but it was good enuf! we din do too bad...my voice broke as i was leading! kinda disappointed tho... gonna work on alot of things! wanna stay committed to make the best out of it... my ultimate goal for this year has to start from here!

Met up with mingli, samuel and hansel aft tt! had a great time chatting... it's good to catch up with old frens jus like sec sch days! jus pure fun...

School work is piling up... and i would be drowning myself with work! hope i can finish the deadlines and pass to get to Year 2. feeling a lil anxious abt my grades! hope i can do well and get to Yr 2... soon we'll have to decide wat to specialise... i'm still considering my options! my classmates have been helpful... Thanks!

Not gonna let wat happen to me affect my school work...

Regina - Doin my best! God is the strength of my heart!

Positivity!!!

2005-04-22T02:16:00.000+08:00

It's been a week since i last posted something on my blog... i really wanna type edifying stuff from now on! not good complaining and whining here...feels like i'm gossiping! wanna change this bad habit...

God is just awesome, He gives u the courage to believe and to go for it! He gives u the strength to move on in life and to be bold to make decisions. He's gentle in His ways and He's a great comforter and fren. What else can i say... He's everything!

Haven been feeling great recently... but i'm glad to have frens around me to tok and frens who can lend me a shoulder to cry on too! Thanks june,jo,kian and mingli! eventho i may say anything to u guys... but jus having u around would make my day! (",)

I've found out tt it's ok for ppl to be weak sometimes and it's ok to need ppl! we're not perfect by nature... so it's ok to cry and to seek counsel in times of need. this week has jus been awesome... learning abt myself and abt life! God is Good!

i'm glad a fren replied my email... hope we can work things out and put the past behind us! i really hope to restore this precious friendship cos i really treasure it!

Regina Charrise - Friendship is a precious gem! More precious than diamonds...

Just some thoughts!

2005-04-15T01:51:00.000+08:00

Life is like a rollercoaster...u never know wat u gonna get! it's the most unexpected thing u would get...believe me it's shocking! it's something u cant predict... something u might want, something u might not even wanna touch! it's jus complicated and all... no one knows and understands! People do get sick and die everyday, it's nothing u can stop! tts mother nature...

Growing up and goin thru life is like making a jigsaw puzzle... different ppl piece up a different puzzle! mine might not be the same as yours! it's jus like tt... it's reality! but somehow we will all live it to the fullest... it's a matter of how u gonna do it? and what u gonna do abt it?

we all come to a stage where we are at the cross road! we've all been there in one way or another, tts a fact!

i love wat God has given me, especially wat He has done in my life! myself,my family, my frens! everything is jus precious to me... and i would not change it for anything in the world! i wanna be the person tt God wants me to be...even if it takes me a whole lifetime to get to it, but i hope i wont take tt long!

What's next for me? Who am i gonna meet? What do i have to do to get to where You want me to be? i have my dreams and desires... God sees it! and one day i'll be bless with all these things which i ask for! it wont be long i know, it's getting nearer! only you know wat i want next... (",)

i wish and i hope for......

Regina Charrise - Angela dear! i'll miss u a whole lots for sure... pls come back quick and must buy lotsa goodies for me k! Hehehe... Feng we will miss u too! :P

Time...

2005-04-12T13:33:00.000+08:00

Still rushing my project now... And wat am i doin here?! ok lah... jus take a breather!!! hehe... :P

feels like a rushing wind blowing thru my mind... many things goin thru! wat shud i do? how shud i feel? things are not in chaos which i'm glad! love the people ard me... those are the ones which i really treasure most!
is life full of drama? or isit jus ppl painting up a nice picture to make themselves look nice? beats me...it doesn't concern me as well!

growing up is such a great experience... was at Mac yesterday and i saw my juniors from sch... it reminded me of my sec sch days! it was happening back then.. so much fun we had! many thots... had a great time with jo yesterday! it was an awesome hangout! jus miss the old place...

i guess as a person... we must learn how to be contented with wat we have! yes! not satisfied with life is good cos u will strive for doin better! but with wat we have... we gotta be contented! especially for a lady! if u know wat i mean...

Wala Wala is a great hang out place... good music and it's decent! it's also impt to have great company with u when u go there... shall we go there this week guys?

Kenny left for taiwan oledi... i'm glad we get to hang out this past 2 weeks b4 u go... cya in 2 weeks bro! angela and feng goin japan this fri... enjoy yourselves there k! i know angela cant wait to be there... shop, shop, shop... hahaha! feng's gonna kill me cos i always encourage her to buy stuff! hhaahaha... nvm! u don't get to go there often so jus buy watever u like ger... :P only left with me and jo liao... hmm!!! wat can we do???

thru-out everything.. God is still faithful! i'm jus so bless to Have such a God like You! at least i get to see from His own perspective... there's nothing tt He cannot do... my life is still considered great afterall! i've had enuf rest and now is the time to go all out- full force!

Had a great time toking to my leader as well... don worry i wont do anything stupid and get myself into unecessary trouble! if i cant handle it then i'll let u know which i hope it wont lead into anything else! i agree tt ppl from tt particular ministry are unique! so unique tt makes me so normal...(",) i'll jus lay low and ignore! jus be nice lo... since it's not mention then i wont assume anything! will jus act as if i dunno which is so obvious lah... any idiot would know ur intention! even my frens know lah... guess only some of the gers would know who i'm toking abt! it's good to be persistent but u gotta be wise! listen out for hints!

Regina - It doesn't have to be perfect for me to Love!

Insomnia...

2005-04-07T03:04:00.000+08:00

Cant seem to sleep at nite...Don even feel like goin to sch... Dunno wats wrong with me! cant seem to get it out of my head! how come the after effect stays on so long... cant it jus go away!

somehow i wish God has a way to erase bad memories... been stuck for so long...i wanna get out of this! i've tried and cried but nothing seems to work! since someone has done it, why cant i! it seems like girls has a harder time getting rid of memories and emotions, whereas guys can jus forget abt it easily! how i wish i can do tt...

to know that u have someone tell u tt they are ur frens and later ignore u when we meet! how ironic?! it's like sticking a foot in ur mouth when u say tt... did i ever do anything wrong?! what did i do to deserve this?! u agreed tt we are frens but wat happen??? i really don understand... i really don! Can u explain wat happen? shud i still trust u?

Watched Hai Tun Wan Lian Ren... and i cried like buckets! it's a nice show.. but quite sad in the beginning! the 2 kids are really adorable... but too bad they had to be seperated! it's already sad enuf tt they are orphans, then they were adopted seperately! but i really admire the guy... he kept his promise! how many ppl can actually keep their promise and fulfill it??? not alot i guess... tts why we gotta manage our expectation abt ppl.

Regina Charrise - Confused abt ppl... What kinda frens do i really have?

Last weekend...

2005-04-06T01:21:00.000+08:00

Cheers to my classmates for the hangouts... it was really fun! u guys rawks! (",)

Last weekend was really fun... went out with angela, tingfeng, kenny, joanne, qingni, ler and not forgetting xuanhe... Met some of them up on seperate days! we really hang out and had lotsa fun! it was a great experience... haven been out till so late for a long time oledi!
Cant remember when was the last time!

Well... we did lotsa stuff together! took pictures, chill out, walk ard... etc! and of course not to mention... someone who drove us to all these places! Thanks to u we could stay up till so late... u must be very tired too! Cheers!

My aim is to find the best fondue in town... aft having 2 bad experience! chocolate bar is one place which i really wanna go... if u know any place which serves good fondue, let me know k!

Gonna start on my regime... have been slacking and eating alot lately! but i guess i really lost quite an amt of weight within 6 mths! hmm... it stated on my last checkup to the doc, even the doc was shock, a total of 4 kg! wow... i din know i weigh so much 6 months ago... oh well... it's good that i lost weight! hope to continue doin tt!

Haven been a nice fren to someone this past few weeks... one of my pal actually told me to be nice, which is wat i have been doin! glad i did... u never know who's in need of a fren. sometimes ppl can be a lil paranoid or even irritating... but they mean no harm! even if they msg u at the weirdest hour for supper, tt means nothing! i know wat others are thinking, but i don think it's true! it may only be a friendly jesture, nothing more! i'll choose to be ignorant cos nothing has been said or done... and i hope nothing will! right now i jus wanna have true frens ard... nothing more!

Met this guy in church...a nice guy! hope to get to know him better! i hope?! :P
Looking forward to knowing great frens...

Regina Charrise - "我始终带着你爱的微笑一路上寻找我遗失的美好" - 遗失的美好 ( 张韶涵 Cheung, Angela )
"I'll still carry the smile that u love... but along the way, i'll look for the happiness which i've lost!"

Stupid me...

2005-03-30T02:52:00.000+08:00

Jus not in the mood to tok... somehow i feel like locking myself in the room and not come out. Too many things on my mind...feels kinda sucky-if there's a word for it!!! I guess writing on my blog shud help...since i have update it for like the longest time.

One month gone... did sho much stuff till some other stuff are not done! So many things i wanna do... then sch started and everyone is slacking lah! even the lecturers... made us have 5 HOURS break! Wow... tts interesting! he thinks by giving us breaks we'll be happy! Nope... it means spending more $$$ lah!

Well we did lotsa stuff with this time... play pool, eat, manicure and waxing! which is kinda cool tho... cant believe i did tt! maybe pampering ourselves would help kill time! hope tml's lesson we'll have stuff to do... i'm seriously goin to be so bored if he lets us off early again!!! this time can we find some other stuff to do???

Somehow most of my frens are like bothered by stuff... cant really tok to them also! Lotsa stuff to write and i dunno where to start... jus hope tt everyone will be fine soon! don wish my frens to be unhappy...

Regina Charrise - How i wish it will go away! Stupid me... :P

Easter...

2005-03-23T01:28:00.000+08:00

Been busy with easter production with Main church and Children's church...

Been doin painting this few days... now i'm painting the set designed for our main church's easter drama! Had to run ard from church and the place where they are making our set! it's rather tiring... no time to update my blog as well!

It's not done yet but it looks fantastic... Sis Fumie flew in from japan especially for this! it's really an honour to work under her to complete this wonderful masterpiece...tho we have to work till late hours but it's worth! Thanks to steph and mark who helped me out to! i'm glad u guys liked it even tho u're not from church! Thanks guys... will call u next time if i have something like tt again! i've learnt tt my work can bless others and touch their lives... i'm glad i'm tired for the right reason! Too bad i cant always be at the site to paint.. had to rush to church for drama rehearsals...

this year's drama is gonna be alot different and exciting! they are doin a great job at it too... suppose to be the ASM(Asst stage manager) for this easter but i cant! my cousin is getting married this sunday! but next year if they ask me again... i would certainly say YES! it's great being ASM... something which i love doin... tho i'm no longer in drama ministry but by any chance they need me for production... i would be there! it's a promise i made!

I'm acting in children's church drama too... i'm playing the snow queen... something which i tot i'm not capable of doin! i have to potray being evil... which is something i couldn't do... but something happen last nite and i brokethrough! i always thot i couldn't act in a play or a production! but God came thru for me... the fears inside me jus disappear! And i thank God for tt...Everyone is doin a great job for the drama... indeed all our hard work has paid off! Gonna perform on thurs, fri and sat! Praying for many kids to get save!

Ler... might not have time to celebrate your bday! but i hope i can make it somehow... Wishing u in advance! Happie Bday ger!

Regina Charrise - "It doesn't have to be perfect for me to LOVE"

Holidays...

2005-03-15T02:14:00.000+08:00

Song: 22
Artist: David Tao
Mood: Quite happy

One week of my holiday has jus gone past... It's been a fun, fruitful, spirit filled, tiring, fulfilled... Been thru a lot this past one week and all i cud say is "it's all worth it!" to spend every evening in church is certainly great... it's good to serve everyday but i have to go back to reality cos i'm not serving fulltime yet! Hope to do so one day... It'll be a dream come thru!

Last weekend marks a very deep impression in my heart! Felt a sudden boost of energy... Rev. Benny Hinn is really very anointed! It's jus amazing how God use Him to heal the sick... I've been really blessed! Too bad i din attend the 3pm svc, had children's church svc at jurong... heard it was awesome! But it's really a great previledge to be in the choir. at least i wasn't too far away from the preacher! Could really feel the presence of God when he walk in... it's like he carried it with him wherever he goes. The whole experience was jus amazing! Many were blessed and touched by the presence of God. I certainly did... Tho all fell under the power like a great *splat*! But it's jus awesome... i hope to carry this kinda presence one day! (",)
Wanna hear something... I'm really impressed by his bodyguard... really big in size and they carry tt kinda presence with them. like u'll feel secure when u stand beside them... hope we have security guys like them so ppl wont try and do funny things. Of course i hope my BF wont be as big as them... like can kill ppl any time... tts far too scary! think their cholesterol level also very high...

Yeah and i need to watch my diet too... been doin too much supper and i don wanna grow fat and old next time. wanna remain the way i look even when i'm old... age gracefully.

Sunday svc was awesome... was very tired ah! cos the previous nite a fren send us home and i was the last one... reached home at 3am! then had to wake up early for svc... but thank God my bro drives! The dance was very nice... then aft went to visit ling!
Had rehearsal at nite! it was great... but i feel a bit stress! Gotta memorise my lines again cos they change the role. pray for more anointing... i wanna do a good job and i thank God for the opportunity. Never in my life have i taken main roles in a drama! it's really not wat i planned... wanted only to do the technical side, do a role in the drama and make sure it runs smoothly... never did i think so far ahead! I really thank God.

Then was so tired tt i slept the whole day.. haven slept enuf for the past one week. so i slept like nobody's business... hahaha! it felt great!

Regina Charrise - I Love Jesus!

Clear view!

2005-03-12T02:31:00.001+08:00

Somehow the picture seems much clearer
Who's to fool when all can be seen
Just tt i'm so blind, I Cried
No one to blame cause it's nobody's fault

Not being self pitied but jus stating the facts
Some how it's all falling into place
Gonna move on to the other side
Believing it's better over there

The air is much better
The grass looks more green
Believing for a better future
Feels happier too

No use being upset or depress
This is part of growing up
Somehow watever i predict jus seem so true
So the saying of girls having 'sixth sense' is true?

Hmm i really wonder... Not bothered by it! I'm glad i know...

Regina Charrise - God is my all! My healer! (",)

恋爱达人

2005-03-10T05:19:00.001+08:00

Title: 恋爱达人
Artist: 罗志祥/小S

合: Hey You 就是你请靠近我怀里
别假装不在意你明明动了心
So Baby 就是你请不要再犹豫
我们玩个游戏叫 L.O.V.E

小 S: 给你一分钟若还不心动
你就是没种装再酷也知道没用

罗: Baby 你不会懂我就是要你心急
我恋爱无敌可是她等得很急

合: Hey You 就是你请靠近我怀里
别假装不在意你明明动了心
So Baby 就是你请不要再犹豫
我们玩个游戏叫 L.O.V.E
That’s right
Yeah Yes i do

罗: 眼神不能在乎态度若有似无
你自然就会跟我走情场路

小 S: 你到底行不行竟玩无聊的招数
我看过的猪可是达人的程度 Come On

合: Hey You 就是你请靠近我怀里
别假装不在意我可能喜欢你
So Baby就是你请说你很开心
我有点喜欢你有点喜欢你

Rap: 哈哈爱是个 Yeah 关系
它让我的身边成为达人恋爱的机器
谁遇见你连达人也会认输
Yeah 为什麽是你我只想 Ha

罗: 为什麽喜欢你我已喜欢你 yeah~

小 S: You're so cute so won't u come to me
猪头才会一直玩游戏耍心机

合: Baby 就是你请靠近我怀里
别假装不在意我想我喜欢你
So baby就是你请说你也愿意
我一直喜欢你一直喜欢你~

合: Baby 就是你请靠近我怀里
别假装不在意我想我喜欢你
So Baby就是你请说你也愿意
我非常喜欢你非常喜欢你

罗: 非常喜欢你

Rehearsals.... and more to come!

2005-03-10T01:21:00.000+08:00

Wow... this week is jus awesome! Rehearsals and more rehearsals to come... From choir to drama! i tot i wont have much stuff to do for my holidays... but guess it's all falling into place! i jus love it... it's so fulfilling! having to do so many things this 2 weeks and have lotsa rest too...

weekend is gonna be pack with church as well! woohoo... i jus love it! it's gonna be tiring but it's all worth it! guess next week i will find some time to play and relax too... feel kinda guilty cos i promise my classmate to go sentosa but yet i din! sorry will make it up to u ppl aft this wk! din have time to meet up with my frens as well...

Happie Birthday Ah Yung! Sorry couldn't celebrate your birthday today! will make it up to u as well! But i'm glad u understand... everyday i'm down either at church or somewhere else for rehearsal!

Lately i've been having breakthru's in my walk with God! Things are jus flowing in... somehow it's good tt more things are given to me! i don wanna drop the ball this time... wanna do it well. Yesterday my fren ask me a qns and somehow i cant ans her... still thinking abt it! but i guess it's not time yet... will take it into consideration. have been thinking abt it all day long...

Now i'm busy with script and production! it's jus fun to be involve in a production! so many things to be done... even if i work nite and day jus to get it done, it'll be all worth it!

There's something i must learn is to learn how to say "No". I've gotta discipline myself and not waste any uneccessary time on other things! i realise that if i do tt i'll neglect alot of time on the impt stuff tt i've to do!

Tml gonna go to church to finish up the script! Yeepee!

Regina Charrise - Gotta be wise

Wat a day!!!

2005-03-06T01:55:00.000+08:00

Had a super long day... din went so smooth tho! Lotsa good and bad thing happen today...

This whole week haven really been sleeping well... don even feel like blogging... like wat's the point of blogging... it's no longer fun anymore!

Jus realise tt people are jus so fake... well ppl are not toopid lo, got eyes to see lo! why tok to someone when u don even like the person... need less to say ask them awkward qns...pls don take ppl for granted and think they don have feelings...don always make things seem like you're the man/woman of the hour!!! always giving excuses... then later when ppl are unhappy with u... u go round telling ppl tt u r the victim! wah... make urself sound like some ANGEL!!! *puke* :P don wanna do then jus say lah... why so *xing ku*??? some jus treats me like an idiot...think i always don say then take it for granted. well i'm not... i'll write it all on the blog... don wanna mention names also... ppl might jus misunderstood! if u're reading and u feel an inch of guilt, pls don... cos u treat ppl in such a manner, wat's the point of feeling guilty??? but wat the heck... it's jus my 2 cents worth of stupid opinion... who cares!!!

i jus hate ppl who jus play ard with other ppl's feelings... if u're already attach then jus be happy with ur other half! don drag other ppl down with u... it's jus sick lo... *puke* :P sometimes u gotta open up ur eyes and look ard... there are definitely much better candidates out there for u lo... don have to settle with 2nd best or worse still, someone who don even like u!!!

anyway wat ever i say on the blog is jus wat i feel... who cares abt wat i feel! jus feel better typing it out... cant really say much in words. i'm jus not the type who like to bitch abt ppl.... but i'm not someone who u can push ard too!!!

Well i guess in this broken down world... there's bound to be wolves out there who wanna eat u up. jus watch ur step and don say the wrong things or u might be next!!!

Today's CCH was pretty ok... nothing much fantastic... but still ok! then svc was good... pst preached a good sermon today.
Then discipleship was awesome too... had a great time wit pst today! Gonna write new scipt i guess... it's gonna be fun!! Yay!!!

then Went to a condo where my 1st BF stayed to celebrate a fren's bday... was afraid to see my 1st BF there... din feel comfortable at the place too. dunno why but jus don feel very good tho... saw him in church today but din tok to him also... then was so not in the mood to tok. but the baby cheered me up a lil, he's sho cute. thanks lil guy! And Happie 21st Huei! did some catching up with some frens... kinda fun.

then went home, got agitated with my parents... think i was so not in the mood. throwed my temper at them and i feel so bad now... i know i shudn't have. sorry!
getting cranky and all...

guess i was all too tired and exhausted for jus one day... tml still got a long day.

Reggia C - People don care how much u know until they know how much u care!!!

Something interesting...

2005-03-01T07:04:00.000+08:00

Jus came across this interesting article! Something tt all couples shud know...

My general observation of people in the relationship is that the girls tend to speak in terms of "security." They want their man to give them a sense of security, and most of the time when they talk about heart-felt needs, it is in the context of feeling insecure about something. Unless a man in her past has deeply scarred her life, most of them want their men to protect them physically, spiritually and emotionally. A boyfriend's greatest gift to his girlfriend is to create an atmosphere of security. By God's grace, he can. If a man wants to really bless her, he should identify what makes her feel secure, and meet her there emotionally. Sometimes that involves listening, holding, eye-to-eye discussions, fixing things, saying encouraging words and taking out the trash without being reminded.

When men talk -- and especially when they are speaking in the context of vulnerability -- the greatest motivation in their lives is the issue of "respect." A man wants to know if the significant people in his life value his judgment and appreciate his contribution. If a girlfriend wants to really bless her man, she should treat him with respect, speak to him with respect and look at him with respect. He won't be perfect, but if a wife respects her man, he is highly motivated to be who she wants him to be. Of course, these are generalities. Do yourself a favor; ask your spouse what makes him or her feel the most respected? Most secure? Most accepted? Listen for what they say with their heart, not just their words.

Interesting huh?! at least i've learnt more abt it today...

Regina Charrise - Pondering!... One down, five more to go....

2005-02-25T03:23:00.000+08:00

Song: Make it thru the rain
Artist: Mariah Carey
Mood: Crazy! Haha...

Hmm... next week is assessment week! kinda excited over it... am i crazy or wat...haha! but i'm glad this term is goin to be over soon... means i did survive thru the rain! Hurray.. Thank God i did!

All the best to next wk... i hope i don have to do re-submission! as long as i can get good grades.. i'm satisfied! as long as my lecturers don fail me... i'll be fine... hahaha! cant wait for the break to come... lotsa things installed! oledi plan with my classmates wat to do and where to go during our break! so excited...

Regina Charrise - I can make it thru the rain... i will stand up once again! (",)

Things i've learnt!

2005-02-25T02:43:00.000+08:00

Things i've learnt this past few months since 22 Nov last year...

It doesn't take God a long time to do restoration. If u only believe, it will take Him a few months or even weeks! He's merciful and gracious to those who are humble before Him. By not knowing...Sometimes there's jus so much pride in us that we don obey! Don't let pride blindfold u... it's the No. 1 thing tt God hates!

Gotta have our hearts check constantly and see if we're walking right with Him. By running away from the problem means u're afraid of facing the truth. By doin tt u're telling God tt u don need Him... tts pride. By burying urself in other things may not help too... you're jus surpressing the problem and not dealing with it, or rather jus get to the root of the problem and get rid of it once and for all, if not u'll have to deal with it again and there's still no end to it.

This few months have been a humbling experience for me and it made me see things in God's point of view. thot it's over for me but no!... God came thru for me once again. i'm not trying to say i some kinda saint but it's something tt i've learnt. We're not perfect and we do make mistakes. it's ok to fall and stand up again, but don take too long to stand up again. life still goes on and if u take too long... things may jus pass u by. it happen to me so i hope it wont happen to others... not very wise tho. sometimes we have to learn it thru the hard way... i certainly did!

learnt how to take things easy and life wasn't tt stressful, but at times my mind will be spinning with thots and memories. always tell myself not to think so much but i guess it cant be help. well jus have to let go and let God. only He knows wats best for me. wont procrastinate anymore... will do and be obedient.
my lifestyle gotta change... things will never be the same again. with responsibilities at hand... no room procrastination and rebellion.

I'm glad i'm goin back to who God wants me to be and wat He's installed for me. Cant wait to do it all over again... this time i'm gonna do it better and go for it. jus so excited over it... "Now is the time"

Today marks a new beginning in my walk with God. Jus like wat my leader told me tonight... the same problem will always come back and haunt u but it's how we react to it and resolve it. not afraid of facing it again, cos i know i have God. this time i wanna make it right... and if there's any chance i wanna start it right!!!

Regina Charrise - Loving every minute with Him!
-No. 1 seems gloomy... wonder wat's wrong! too bad i cant help him...

Work work work...

2005-02-23T08:35:00.000+08:00

Cant believe i might not be attending the seminar again! i really wanna go... hope my lecturer will see us next wk! pray hard tt he has mercy on us! i wud do anything to go and listen tonight... God hear my prayers!

heading to sch now... all the best to my presentation! wanna get over and done with it! still got tonnes of work to do... need more time! i'm at my wits end...

Gonna meet steph... maybe hyqel and cheryl? let's go to school together!

Reggie C - Off to school!

True Love

2005-02-22T02:17:00.000+08:00

True Love

词：姚谦曲：TANYA CHUA

选择明天不可能的爱
那一夜他沉默从低潮关系逃开
一直到今天他还始终不明白
这样的决定到底该不该

还记得那一夜的悲哀
忍住泪关上门你故做坚强离开
然后安慰自己缘分自有安排
纵然心中充满了脆弱无奈

*
每个人都期待下次遇到真爱才放弃的比珍惜还快
每个人都期待早点找到真爱只可惜我们都一直到
有一天彼此怀念时才明白

我想我们不例外
在茫茫人海中寻找着合身的爱
好像童话里那拣贝壳的小孩
到最后才了解已错过了真爱
*

我们各自在生活里徘徊
只是夜深人静里会醒来
每当看着两人的合照时
心中还是有很多感慨
*

是不是我们下一次会遇到真爱

Angela... i finally found this Tanya song tt i've been toking abt! haha.. Wanted to sing this song the other time at KTV, din know the title only know Tanya Chua sang this... now i've found it! Another song for KTV...

KTV soon???

2005-02-22T01:31:00.000+08:00

Song: 窗外
Artist: Jacky Wu and Joanna

男：点了支不想抽的菸 YA~ 思念像烟圈飘散在窗边 OH~
女：泡了杯没糖的咖啡　我擦的香水 OH~ 会不会飘到你面前
男：外面下的雨　捉摸不定
女：天空上的云　仿佛像你的心情捉摸不定
男：回想你扮鬼脸的表情　难以忘记 OH~
女：回想你扮鬼脸的表情　难以忘记 OH~
男：爱离窗外越来越远　下着大雨那一夜　你哭红双眼　
都是我不对　我才发现我无力挽回 OH~
女：是我太顾虑尊严　　虽然　我哭红双眼　你没有不对　我才发现我无力挽回 OH~
男：爱以被画上等线　你哭红双眼　都是我不对　我才发现这早已经是从前
女：爱离窗外越来越远　已过了多久时间　我哭红双眼　
你没有不对　我才发现这早已经是从前

Jeremy... i've learnt this song le! let's have a ktv outing soon!

Reggie - Singing is her life!

Being smart...

2005-02-22T01:02:00.000+08:00

Just read this book yesterday at borders... kinda good tho! smart woman are smart not becos they go thru experience. u don have to be smart by goin thru pain... it's jus how u deal with situations... would love to get the book soon.

there are still things to be happy abt in my life... friends that love me sho much... thanks guys! sometimes jus seeing ur face or jus hearing ur voice will make my day. even if i'm thinking abt stuff, i wud jus forget abt it! i'm fine if u're wondering why i'm writing all this... sometimes it's hard to tell u wat i'm thinking, but by not mentioning doesn't mean i don wanna share! sometimes i dunno how to start... does it mean i dunno how to express myself? i'm better at writing it down... it's something i gotta overcome.

certainly moving on in my life... gonna start leading praise and worship for small CCH service...and soon aft.. main CCH service. sho excited abt it! it's something which i really wanna do for God... even if it means by spending more time serving... i would gladly do it. and i'm back in cg ministry as well... had a good tok with my leader on sat and he felt tt it's time for me to be back. i'm glad i can be back to help... aft a break of 3 months! double surprise in a day! my goals are not too far from fulfilling if i jus carry on with this pace...
had supper with angela, feng and her fren... it was kinda fun! had a good tok with her fren, xuan he! he's quite nice... walked me home! haha... thanks!

had cg yesterday and went borders with my members... had sometime fellowshipping with them. glad they like to go there... at least there's something for me to tok abt. would certainly bring them to places which i always hang out... wanna spend more time with them...
then aft headed down to bible house for prayer meeting... it was great experience! felt so recharge aft that! certainly cleared my head. prayed till mid-nite... then had supper with joyce, lawrence, caleb and evelyn. then caleb sent us home... thanks caleb! made a few new frens last nite...

have been feeling very warm lately... guess it's the weather! don wanna get fever again! once is enuf! slept the whole of today... feeling much better now! gonna rush for my assignments and presentation!
guess tml nite gonna watch the conference from home! how i wish i cud go... cant wait to hear pst ulf preach!

Reggie C - Waiting for a miracle from God... hope He heard my prayer!

Reality!

2005-02-22T00:27:00.000+08:00

Song: 接受
Artist: 梁静茹 Leung, Fish

彷佛上一分钟你还陪在我左右
还以为我们会开花结果
我还记得玫瑰色天空却模糊了我们的脸孔
哼过的歌到底有什么内容

* 彷佛已经自由下一刻我变成风
吹过你的领空差点失控回忆在夜里闹得很凶
我想我可以明白你所有的痛
想让你知道我懂却担心言不由衷

# 我们都接受一定是彼此不够成熟
在爱情里分不了轻重
诚实得过了头不能退后也无法向前走
爱是一个自私的念头把寂寞消除的理由
剩下的那些感动能记得多久

Repeat * #

Words and actions tt can tell wat one is thinking.
People don have to be geniuses to know that. People are certainly not dumb.
Only choice is to wait and see. Is that a wise choice? No one knows...only God knows! "Once bitten twice Shy" - Does it apply here?
Guess we all have to accept reality!

Regina Charrise - There seem to be no answer! Wat can i do?

I Need more time!

2005-02-18T14:38:00.000+08:00

So little time... so much work to do! goin crazy... been thinking abt sch work all day long! cant even have a decent hang out w/o resting my mind. feels kinda pek chek!

last nite jus felt so exhausted... sms jus kept flowing in... no time to eat and enjoy my food! sorry yung.. cant help it but was busy with u know wat lah! if u wanna serve God then be available, u've seen the schedule way before and u din even mention tt u cant make it! don wait till the last min when ppl msg u tt u're serving then u come and tell us u cannot! it's not easy to find replacement... everyone has their own commitments too! gotta be responsible for ur own ministry... if u wanna serve then serve wholeheartedly!

bot 2 slippers, ate really good ramen! tt sort of lifted my spirits abit! then met up with kenny, lexx, huei, angela and qingni. went to eat dou hua but wasnt feeling well oledi... felt nausea! orh man.. it's all coming back again and i hate it! wanted to finish up my assignment but jus did half way thru... cant carry on cos i was too tired to do it. need more rest...

went to see the doc jus now.. he said tt it's some kinda flu! kinda sick now... feeling feverish and no appetite to eat. guess i'll have to forgo tonight's outing and rest at home. tml still got children's church. they'll still have fun even w/o me... so i guess it's ok!

will be hanging out a lil less... don feel like it's where i belong. don really have much common topic to tok as well. maybe i'm boring and not likable... hmm! wat's the point of trying when ppl jus don care...

Regina Charrise - Weather is killin me!

Happie Valentine's Day!

2005-02-14T02:53:00.000+08:00

Hey guys and gals... Happy Valentine and Happie Friendship Day too!

Oh yes... not forgetting that not all my frens are attach! made a mistake in tt... darelene! thanks for reminding me dear! we're not alone...single hood also not bad...hahaha! * cross our fingers * our time will come...

Cant exactly remember wat i did last 14/2... if i'm not wrong i had svc tt day! haha this year kinda diff... gonna meet ler to go sun tan... pray for good weather and a bright sun! wanna look healthy...
might be meeting up jo, angela, ros and maybe lian, yung, ting and aman! see how lo... nothing much confirm leh! *girls nite out*??? at least i get to spend it with my frens... so it's kinda cool!

cant wait to see my classmates... it's been 9 days since i last saw them... think it's way too long ah! miss them too much le... goin back to our lunching and breaks...

fri went to angela's house... haha! then played cards with feng, jo, ler and huei. was quite fun... some got sabo-ed! then aft went to watch movie with huei, jo and nick. haha... we ate oranges in the cinema lo... how aunty cud we get!!! but no need to bring back the oranges lah... haha! seoul raiders was not bad... very lame ah the jokes! totally love tony leung! he's so cool in the show... he still looks the same aft so many years! there's this lady in the show playing e enemy... she's very pretty! but i dunno her name... aft the show went for supper! had a great time toking to nick... haven spoke to him since our tele-marketing job! haha.. still as crappy as ever!

yesterday went for svc... met angela to go yishun then to a frens house! went home super late... was very tired! but it was fun...

met angela, lex and huei today aft their svc... walked ard JP. wanted to get the pinkie ring from SK but it's out of stock... new stock will only come aft v-day... kinda sad tt i cant get it today! hopefully i will get it by then...
headed home... went out for dinner with my parents and cousin. today's mom's bday... she still look young at her age! dunno how she do tt... good to have a mom tt looks young...haha! yah yah... my sista ah! cheeers mom! haha... big 50 oledi!

aft dinner we went river ang pao... did air brush tattoo on my arm and ankle... kinda like it tho... might consider getting a real one! woo... mom tot they are doin real one on the spot... i wish ah, but it's impossible! kinda gave her a shock...but aft seeing it she was ok with it! haha... will try to upload the pic... tts all for today... too tired to write details...

Regina Charrise - Cant wait to have fun!

2nd day CNY

2005-02-11T15:37:00.000+08:00

stayed at home and sleep... haha! sleepy head! then headed down to meet sam and jo! waited quite long for them so sat down for coffee and had a good read...
we made our way down to xiaowei's place to have bbq! steven, mingli, yiting, tim, sam, jo, xiaowei and me! jus like the good old days... think we can make this an annual event to meet up every CNY for BBQ or steamboat! ok guys and gals? still wasn't feeling too well so din eat much... bot them cake and ice-cream! but jus sad tt i cant really enjoy them! suppose to go movie with them... but i guess other plans seem to be more urgent at tt point of time!

sam drove me down to huei's place! had a great tok with sam... haven been able to catch up with him since our last outing! haha... took the wrong route so we tok abt alot of stuff! glad he's doin fine... met angela, tingfeng, lexx and vincent to go his house to bai nian! it was fun... get to see his nephew! his really a cute lil chap! but he was sleeping so din wanna disturb him! then we went over to his aunt's place! din know wat to do so we started to play cards... bluff was fun! guess everyone was too tired tt we kept leaving loop holes! sho funny...then we din realise tt his aunt's house got x-box... aft rotting at the sofa we finally found it! hahaha... sho lame! vincent and feng played! had a great time there... got to know vincent and tingfeng a lil better! they're fun! din get a chance to play MJ...hmm! maybe tonight! kinda bothred huei's aunty... she was really nice to us ah! felt kinda bad... thanks for the hospitality!

i had to answer an impt phone call... was really sad to hear tt the movie outing was a flop! xiaowei was really upset and i felt so bad for leaving them at the last min! mingli was crying like buckets and i'm glad i'm there for her... kinda spoilt my mood! partly becos i was angry at myself for leaving and tt i cant be there for them! sat gonna make it up to xiaowei! don wanna throw away this 8 yrs of friendship with her! sorry!

V-day is coming and i don feel happie abt it... partly becos i don have a date! i was telling ah yung tt if any guy were to ask me out on a date on monday... tt wud be a miracle! hehe... guess i'll be celebrating alone! there's only one person i wud wanna spent it with... but it doesn't seem possible unless God do a miracle! hehe... all my frens got dates and BF! so fast...yah lo! leave me out lo! Haiz... not looking forward to it man... it wud be good if it's ladies nite out on monday! who's free can call me k! :(
Maybe next year i will spend my V-day with someone special... hahaha! God pls ans my prayers! (",)

Regina Charrise - Waiting for tt special someone!!!

Happie CNY!

2005-02-11T15:14:00.000+08:00

Haven got the time to blog... cant believe i din blog for so long! So this is gonna be a long one! This year's CNY was a lil different for me... dunno but maybe not as happening and previous years! guess all of us were tired... but had a really long break from sch! like 1 week lo... kinda miss my classmates now! cant wait to see them in sch... shall we go out guys and gers???

Eve went reunion dinner at my uncle's place! kinda happening for my mom and cousins cos we almost had nothing to eat! but guess they manage to argue with the manager and got wat we wanted and even lots more! went marina to watch fireworks with my members... played meteorite... was quite a cool ride! fireworks was awesome... never really watched it last year! loved every min of it...

1st day: went to GM house... aunt's gave me late ang paos as they din attend my bday party earlier this yr! was kinda shocking to me but i'm glad they had the thot! had a great reunion with my cousins, uncles and aunties! it's been a long time since the whole family came together! it was nice... then one of my aunty came up to me and my bro! she broke the news to us tt serene is getting married at the end of next month! Wow... tt was fast! she jus came back from the states not long ago and now she's getting married! and she wants me to be her bridesmaid! so exciting! haven got the chance to be one and finally get to be my cousin's bridesmaid! really dunno wat i shud do...kinda clueless! my first time! i wonder who's gonna be the groom's entourage??? anyway... hope my cousin-in-law is a nice guy! must treat her well k... she's gonna stay in the states after marriage! hope i can visit her there someday! maybe end of the year! hmm... idea!

then went down to my uncle's place! had steamboat! but dunno why this year din eat tt much! oh no... my syntoms are coming back again! kinda sick of it ah... cant get to eat much then always feel nausea! wat's wrong wit me!

head to my cousin's place, then help her with the shark's fin soup while the rest play MJ! the soup was too 'gellat'! felt like puking... too much seafood i guess! felt kinda sick aft having a bowl of tt! but it was really good... too bad i'm not feeling tt well to enjoy the great food this year!

went to meet up with huei, qingni, angela and tingfeng. suppose to watch movie but huei and qingni back out! haiz... left me, bro, angela and tingfeng! and shud i say million dollar baby was a great movie! no wonder it got so many awards! movie ended with a different twist! hillary swank throwed some power punches in tt movie... she's so fit and tone! she looked really big in the movie... like some heavy weight champ! and the Oscar goes to..... hehehe!

tts for day 1....

2005-02-04T03:07:00.000+08:00

Redhead! It's jus so CNY! my mom is sho happie with it... red and orange, it's so Cheena lah! Rite cheryl? haha.. My cousin is such a pro! shall we open a salon couz???

Say my name, say my name!

2005-02-04T02:35:00.000+08:00

OK! i know the title sounds lame... Apparently most of my peeps not sure how they shud pronounce my new name! Charrise = Sher-reece... OK? sounds ok ah...

yah lah... make fun of my new name! i got like different version of calling my name! hokkien, chinese also have... some sounded pretty funny lo! some even sound like scolding someone! Haiyo.. who did i hang out with man! But i still LOVE u guys...

guess this few days i'm jus cruising my life... jus doin h/w, go to work, did some shopping and hang out with my classmates and frens! it's jus fun being myself... but of course i still need more sleep... gonna have super long weekend this coming sat onwards till the 2nd day of CNY! still got sch next fri.. sianz! sch policy... no choice! but still good cos i don really have time to clean up the house! so this few days gotta clean, clean and clean!

gonna have steamboat with the gang... happy cos haven had the chance to hang out with them! hope it's gonna be good... dunno if it's sunday or monday! hope all can come but too bad ms yap went back to thailand oledi...haha! it's gonna be fun... happy tt lex ask me to join them on sat... it's been along time! but i gotta clean up the house leh! let u guys know again k!!!

finally get to tok to kenny aft a long time... glad he's doin fine! had conference call with kenny and angela also... sho fun! nice toking to jo and yung also... had the chance to know them better!

Cheryl and hyqel been complaining tt my blog is super long! wait till u see the rest of my fren's blog then u know... but i'll try to keep it short and sweet k! don want u guys to strain ur eyes reading my blog! You guys are great to hang out with, of course not to forget vivian our MIA queen... hahaha!

Regina Charrise - Signing out!

New Name

2005-02-02T15:51:00.000+08:00

Don't get me wrong i'm not changing name... got baptise in 2002 then decided to get a baptism name months later cos i tot can still add it, but my zone sect say cannot so i drop the thot ever since.

Jus got a call this afternoon from Jo and she ask me if i still want to add another name... so i said OKIE!!! Haha... take me 2 years to get it! now i'm officially called Regina Charrise! But it'll take me awhile to get use to it... hehe! Sho happie!

Charrise makes you very idealistic and generous, with the strong desire to uplift humanity leading you into situations where you can express your desire to serve others. You want to assume responsibilities and to look after people; however, you can become too involved in other people's problems and tend to worry. Your name gives you a natural desire to express along artistic and musical lines. You desire a settled home and family life, and are expressive and attentive to your loved ones.

Derived from Greek charis meaning "grace" or "kindness"

Regina - Now with an additional "Charrise"